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Around the two, the maids and servants were looking at them restlessly.

Agnes always didn’t care about other people.

She seems to have no problem showing her ugly and stubborn side.

I hated even that selfish feeling.

“This is why I don’t want to be the princess’s partner.”

“……”

“Do you think I won’t be able to run away if the princess doesn’t let me go? Even if I have to live with an ugly devil, it will be better than being by the princess’s side.”

So Raymond chose to hurt Agnes regardless.

No matter what he said, Agnes was not affected.

So he wanted to trample on that heart even more. More and more harsh words came out.

He wanted to insult her, tell her to please leave, and call her disgusting.

He thought it wouldn’t hurt her though.

Because Agnes is that kind of person.

***

Raymond slowly opened his eyes.

The dreams I had when I was younger were as vivid as if they happened yesterday.

“Are you okay?”

What I heard was Damian’s voice.

Raymond slowly got up. It was a room in his own quarters.

“What on earth is your problem? Was it that shocking that Agnes stopped breathing?”

“……”

Damian asked as if he didn’t understand.

“Honestly, I don’t understand. I thought you wouldn’t really care if Agnes died….”

“……”

Raymond was like that too.

But the moment I saw it with my own eyes, the moment I saw that little hand hanging down like a corpse.

He collapsed miserably.

It was an unexpected result.

Damian stared at Raymond with a pale expression for a moment, then sighed and asked.

“Have you changed your mind about Agnes now?”

“……”

“I need to know your heart so that I can help you or not. So tell me.”

“…I don’t know either.”

It wasn’t a lie.

Raymond also didn’t know what he wanted to do.

But…I couldn’t believe this situation.

This situation made no sense to him, as if heaven and earth were turned upside down and dynasties were changed.

Agnes doesn’t remember me.

Could that be possible?

Agnes only has me.

I am the only one in her life.

The only thing Agnes wanted in her life was his own heart.

“Do you want to try your best with Agnes now? If you’re thinking about getting married, let me help you.”

“……”

Raymond looked at Damian’s words.

Marriage?

He also expected that one day he might marry Agnes.

He hates it to die, but that’s how his fate will turn out…He thought naturally.

He wanted to escape, but he knew he could never escape.

He was a knight loyal to the empire and a protector of the royal family.

If the lord ordered, he would naturally marry Agnes.

Even if I hated her to the point of death, it was something I had no choice but to accept.

But now Agnes will not ask him to marry her.

Because she lost his memory.

So he should have been happy that he was finally free.

But why…..

Why does he feel like he was robbed of the future he deserved?

Come now.

“Raymond, I don’t understand you.”

“I am….”

“……”

“I will do anything my lord orders. Whether it’s death or marriage…”

“What I’m curious about is your opinion. I am asking if you plan to marry Agnes. No, just say that. Do you want Agnes to like you again like she used to?”

“……”

The other questions were difficult to answer, but this one was easily answered.

Raymond answered, looking at Damian with clear eyes.

“Yes.”

No matter how trivially she treated and discarded his heart, Agnes’ heart was mine.

It was natural for him to get back what was taken from him.

Damian’s eyes widened at the unexpected answer.

He spoke after thinking for a moment.

“Then that’s actually good…Think good. Agnes doesn’t remember you, but that’s like saying she’s forgotten how you hurt her.”

“……”

“Isn’t this a rather good opportunity? If you show just a little kindness, Agnes will like you again.”

Yes, it will.

She lost her memory, but her nature probably hasn’t changed.

The guilt that had weighed on Raymond so much began to fade little by little.

Damian was right.

He could start all over again.

Suddenly, he remembered the time when he discovered his mother in Agnes.

I will never have to see her hurt and sad like my mother ever again.

Because it gave him the chance to be different from her father.

Raymond’s eyes sparkled strangely.

That night.

When everyone was asleep, Raymond left the dorm and headed somewhere.

He was in the direction where the princess’s palace was located.

The guards he passed by saluted him.

Raymond lightly accepted their greeting and walked without hesitation.

The place he arrived was a flower bed overlooking the princess’s bedroom.

He raised his head and looked to the bedroom window where Agnes was sleeping.

The lights were off as she had already fallen asleep.

After talking with Damien, his complicated head cleared up.

He still felt anxious, but thinking of it as a new beginning made him feel a strange tremor.

Yes, I was lucky to be able to start all over again.

Raymond stared at the window without taking his eyes off it.

I was afraid that Agnes, who was sleeping out there, might lose her breath again.

But it will be okay.

There was no way Agnes would die leaving him behind.

Even though she eventually died that day, she came back alive.

Holding Agnes’ cold hand, he swore.

I will do whatever you want now.

I’ll give it all, whether it’s marriage or anything else.

The moment I made that promise. As if by a miracle, Agnes’ breathing returned.

Agnes listened to him.

There was no way Agnes would have left this world with only the memories of being hurt by him.

Agnes was a selfish person by nature.

She was at the crossroads of death, and it was only after hearing his oath that she came back.

Agnes, who came back alive, will steal everything from him this time.

He was willing to give everything.

If he filled her with only good memories, Agnes would never be able to leave his side.

Because she is the kind of person who can’t possibly die leaving me behind.

Then he wouldn’t have to feel guilty anymore.

It’s not too late.

Even now, I wanted to give Agnes everything she wanted.

It was then.

“Ah… ”

A small exclamation came from his mouth.

As if it were a lie, Agnes’ bedroom window was open.

It was as if Agnes had responded to his words.

The moment I discovered Agnes’ face through the open window.

Raymond felt a strange shiver.

It was my first time feeling this way.

“……”

Under the quiet moonlight, the two people’s eyes met.

Seeing her face in person made me realize that she was really alive. A strange sensation came over me along with relief.

For the first time, Raymond thought that Agnes’ eyes were beautiful.

Now that he thought about it, he was curious.

How did Agnes fall in love with him before she lost her memory?

Did he fall in love at first sight, or did it sink in slowly?

And how will she love him this time?

Perhaps, at the moment when our eyes met, Agnes might have fallen in love with him again.

He felt as if this moment was part of a fairy tale he had read as a child.

The corners of Raymond’s mouth drew a slow line.

It was a smile as beautiful as if it had been painted.