What does this mean again
Why do i look at you
“You wouldn’t say that you don’t remember what the princess said and did to me. As you know, I endured a lot in those days. So shouldn’t the princess also give me a chance?”
Ha, that’s really cool
Could it be that Belita had endured over ten years of liking Kane?
So look at me the same and ask me to endure it?
“You know I’m being very pushy right now, right?” “I know. But I feel like I should have a chance if I do this.”
Kane Maxius was a very rational and calculating person.
That’s why he knows that his words and actions are not within the scope of common sense.
“What on earth are you doing this for? If you do it this way, do you really believe that I will return to the duke?”
My stomach was so stuffy.
I said no, no, but the other person didn’t even think to listen.
So even though he tried not to run into me, he was going crazy because he tried to somehow manage to meet me.
I didn’t wonder why Kane was doing this, but I thought I should listen to it now because I thought he would really go crazy.
“You finally look after me properly.”
“Under.”
For a moment, I couldn’t help but burst into laughter.
He is a person who thinks in his own way.
“I happened to see the letter the princess left for me.”
Letter?
What letter are you talking about?
“A letter?”
“Yes, it was stuck between the books in the study.” I couldn’t remember the fact that I had written the letter.
I quickly searched for Belita’s memory.
Letter….
It’s a letter….
Please remember
However, the memory of writing the letter did not come to mind easily even though it went back quite a while.
Then, as I searched through my memories from when I was younger, memories from when I was twelve suddenly came into my mind.
In my memory, a beautiful twelve-year-old girl with sparkling blonde hair was sitting on a bench in a garden.
‘Where is this?’
Just then, a boy who looked a lot like Kane now was walking across the garden.
The boy had cold, dry eyes. Originally, he has a calm and quiet personality, but he didn’t look like that in the past.
After the Duke and Duchess died in an accident, the boy changed and the girl stayed by his side every single day.
Even though the boy saw the girl, he didn’t even pretend to know.
But the girl was happy.
Although he is a boy who ignores himself, he is grateful to see him every day.
Then I thought I wanted to keep this heart as it is.
It was definitely a girlish feeling.
The girl went straight into the mansion.
Then he went up to the second floor and entered a room.
It was a space full of bookshelves filled with books.
There was no one there.
It was natural.
It was because the owner of the mansion, the only one who could enter here, had just left the mansion.
The girl found a piece of paper and put ink on her quill.
And he began to write his feelings without filtering them.
It was Belita’s first letter to Kane.
[Dear Prince Kane, no, the Duke.
Duke, this is Belita.
The duke’s eyes look so sad these days, so I’m really upset too.
I will protect the duke, so don’t be too sad.
If you have a bad dream, I will enter your dream and defeat all the bad guys who are bothering you.
Belita will protect the duke forever.
It was because the owner of the mansion, the only one who could enter here, had just left the mansion.
The girl found a piece of paper and put ink on her quill.
And he began to write his feelings without filtering them.
It was Belita’s first letter to Kane.
[Dear Prince Kane, no, the Duke.
Duke, this is Belita.
The duke’s eyes look so sad these days, so I’m really upset too.
I will protect the duke, so don’t be too sad.
If you have a bad dream, I will enter your dream and defeat all the bad guys who are bothering you.
Belita will protect the duke forever.
It was so long ago that I didn’t even think about it.
“Do you remember?”
Kane was smiling at me with an expression of knowing that I had remembered something.
“Yes, I remember.”
“I came to know about it after reading that letter a year ago. I can tell you how much the princess had a big heart for me.”
A year ago, it coincided with the time when Urchu Kane and Adela broke up.
So you’re saying that the reason they broke up was because of me, or Belita?
Just because of that letter?
I was stunned.
This situation in which the original was twisted because of a setting that did not appear in the original was so absurd.
“I was twelve.”
But nothing changed.
The letter Kane was impressed by was written by Belita to Kane.
“The letter was written by an ignorant 12-year-old.”
“You’re right. The letter was written by a little girl of twelve.”
“Then you know perfectly well that the letter means nothing.”
“It’s not like that. It absolutely means nothing.”
“No. It’s a meaningless letter. If the duke couldn’t find it, it would be even more useless.”
“Don’t talk like that. This is a precious letter the princess left for me.”
‘Ha, true.’
When I saw him looking at me with eyes hurt by my words that he was useless, I burst into laughter.
“What I want to talk about is after that. The princess kept her promise exactly as it was written in the letter. It has been by my side for a very long time.”
“But now I am not with the Duke. The one who finished it is the Duke.”
“…That’s right. I was stupid. It was only then that I realized that keeping your heart toward someone unchanging is a tremendous thing. And because of that letter, I realized who was the most precious person to me. So give me another chance-.”
“Did you say everything you had to say? Then let’s go.”
I didn’t have to listen to Kane anymore.
Anyway, it was obvious that I would repeat the same thing over and over again, adding today’s letter to what I said last time.
So when I cut off his words and tried to turn around, Kane grabbed my wrist just like he did in the banquet hall.
“Princess!”
“Don’t touch me!”
I pulled my wrist vigorously as if it had been touched by dirty filth. “Didn’t I warn you not to touch me carelessly? I mean, don’t touch it!” The other day, I deliberately overreacted to him touching me.
I still remember the terribly cold and terribly cold eyes that looked at me when I was sitting down on the day my marriage was broken up.
Of course, his attitude didn’t mean he was hurt or sad.
Everything was my intention and because of his attitude, I was able to break up the engagement more easily.
But at the time, he literally treated me like garbage.
No, it seemed to see something dirtier than garbage.
If he had thought of me at least as a person and not something to get rid of right away, he wouldn’t have been staring at me while I was lying on the floor.
But now that he had changed his mind and tried to reach me, he was very offended.
So I wanted to do the same for him.
“I’m sorry.”
However, he was not at all embarrassed as he had already gotten used to it after one experience.
And even when he apologized, there was no expression of regret at all.
‘Shameless. It’s too shameless.’
“But I must say this. I will never give up on the princess. Just like the princess did to me in the past, I am also determined. No matter what means, I will make sure that the princess returns to my side.”
It was a line I had heard many times.
That’s what Belita always said to Kane.
Duchess, I love you.
Just look at me! Don’t look at the other girls, just look at me!
I can wait until the Duke sees me. Whether it’s 10 years, 20 years or 50 years.
Duke, I heard the word of God. We said we would be together forever.
I can’t give up on the duke. We are destined to be together.
Duchess, what do you not like about me? I’ll fix it. No matter what, I will become a lady worthy of the Duke. So please take a look at me.
If the duke would look at me just once, I’d be fine dying today.
Would you rather die? Will you look at me only when I die?
No matter what means, I will be with the Duke forever, even if itmeans turning the whole world into an enemy.
Duke, Duke, Duke.
Countless words from Belita filled my head.
‘Are you going to give back as much as you received?’
In a way, it’s not an appropriate word for the current situation, but it was also a very appropriate one.
My head was pounding as if I had a headache.
It felt like my head was overloaded with too many memories and too many thoughts.
It was time to organize my thoughts and close my eyes.
Suddenly, a voice I hadn’t heard in a long time called me from behind.
“Belita?”
There were many people who called me Belita, but in the past month, there was only one person who came to mind when I thought I was worth forgetting, and when I thought I was worth forgetting.
That unforgettable voice felt like a savior to get me out of here.
So I turned around to look at him with the prettiest smile I could.
And called his name
Remembering the promise we made before we left.
“Aiden.”
Aiden strode to where Kane and I were, approaching at once.
“Are you back?”
“Yes, that’s right.”
“Did you finish your job well?”
“Yes, I finished well and came back.”
“I see. But what did you come to the imperial palace for?”
“I came to see Her Highness for a while on a family matter.”
“I’m also on my way back after coming here because I had something to see the Crown Prince for a while.”
“Okay.”
We talked, concentrating only on each other, as if Kane was not by our side.
“Princess Baian, long time no see.”
At that time, Kane cleared his throat slightly, announced his presence, and greeted Aiden.
“It’s been a while, Duke Maxius.”
But that was the end of the conversation between the two.
It was because after saying hello to Kane, Aiden looked at me again and started talking.
“I’ll be back with the crown prince right away, so could you wait a moment?”
“Yes? why?”
Aiden said to me with a warm smile.
“I will take you to the duke’s residence.”
I was about to answer when Kane suddenly interrupted.
“I’ll take the princess, so you’d better go see Confucius quickly.
Wouldn’t it be better to make His Highness the Crown Prince wait?”
“Yes, hurry up and come. I’ll wait here.”
And I didn’t even pretend to hear Kane’s words and answered Aiden with a smile on my face.
“Princess!”
When I said that I would go back with Aiden, Kane called me in an inappropriate voice.
When Aiden stopped and saw me, I motioned him to come and go.
Then Aiden quickly walked away from us.
“I will escort the princess.”
“No, Aiden will take me there.”
“You two have been calling each other names since before, when did you two become so close?”
Kane’s voice lowered slightly.
As Aiden and I were friendly with each other, Kane asked without hiding his displeasure.
“I can’t believe Confucius Baian….”
He couldn’t believe what he was saying, so he cut himself off.
However, once the doubt started, it would be difficult to stop it as it bites its tail and increases its size.
It seemed that he already knew what thoughts were filling his head.
And as if I was right, Kane’s face was stained with shock.
‘Is Kane and Adela the same, and is another person good enough to make people give up?’
I had no intention of using Aiden for such a thing.
But looking at Kane’s expression, I suddenly thought that there was no need to correct his misunderstanding.
In addition, I thought it would be okay if I only took actions to amplify the misunderstanding a little more so that he really gave up on me.
“Do I really have to tell the Duke about that?”
So I just said one word.
It’s a long way, I want to be able to do it, but I can think that it might not be.
“Don’t cross the line again. I have never given the duke any room, and I will never do so in the future. If you keep torturing me like this, I won’t stand still either. You know how persistent and nasty I am, right?”
In addition, I did not hide my displeasure at his words and attitude and vomited it out.
“But the Bayern family, the Duke of Heights will never allow it.”
Kane had already concluded that Aiden and I had some special relationship.
But when I listen to it, it really makes me laugh.
“Then do you think your father will allow Duke Maxius?”
What kind of father would stand by the man who asked his beloved daughter to break off the marriage because she loved someone else?
In addition, my father was a man with a fiery temper and a long history.
According to my mother, my father said that from that time until now, if it was ‘Kane’, he would wake up in his sleep and burst into anger. “That’s what I will ask for forgiveness from the Duke of Heights in person. So, if the princess shows me her heart, I’ll take care of everything.”
The shamelessness really goes too far.
How can people think only of themselves?
He was the center of the world, and the man in front of him was a selfish human who had no choice but to get what he wanted.
‘Is this the obsessive male lead we’ve only heard about?’
When I saw the setting of an obsessive male lead in a novel other than this one, I would hold on to my beating heart and read the novel with excitement.
However, when I actually experienced it myself, I was appalled and appalled.
“As expected, he is someone who doesn’t communicate at all. Then I have nothing to say to the Duke anymore.”
Conversation was meaningless to us now.
We were only putting forward each other’s arguments and opinions, and neither of us had any intention of giving up.
I just turned my back on him.
It meant I didn’t want to see your face.
“Gongnyeo.”
Kane called me from behind.
But I never answered.
“Princess, please.”
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Omg! Yup tóxico al máximo, pero Belita está recibiendo una cucharada de su propia medicina, ella también fue tóxica con el 🤷🏻♀️