Chapter 13
After a while, he released his tightly clenched arms and separated her tightly held lower body. As Héloïse reacted to the feeling of his scratching and passing by, by twitching her weak limbs, a faint smile appeared on his lips.
The penis pulled out from below was shiny with a mixture of love juices and semen. Risid’s eyes glowed cruelly again when he saw the milky white liquid that was not enough to fill the inside and stretched out at the joint.
As he lifted up the pillar of flesh with one hand, the penis that had just spewed out semen raised its head stiffly again as if it had never done so before. Heloise’s eyes widened when she saw that scene.
At that shocked expression, Risid rolled his eyes and smiled.
“S-stop… … stop it… … .”
He grabbed Héloïse, who was retreating, holding her trembling legs tightly, and crushed her down. Then he licked her tear-soaked face with his bright red tongue and whispered.
“You can’t escape from me.”
He looked down at Heloise with clouded eyes.
“Shall I tell you again like before?”
“… … .”
Heloise stiffened at the sound of Risid’s elegantly sharp voice. It was because of the memories he evoked.
* * *
The first time Héloïse tried to leave him was when she was fifteen and Risid was seventeen.
“What’s this?”
Risid suddenly looked at the paper bag held out in front of him and asked.
“Your Highness, it’s a gift.”
The rustling sound of the wax paper wrapped around the cookie was strangely annoying, so he frowned. When he took off the package, he saw a cookie shaped like a rabbit’s head.
The chocolate decorating the ears and nose was crooked, and the baked color was uneven. By all accounts, these were not the cookies made by the palace’s top-notch pastry chef.
“What is this?”
Risid frowned at the appearance of the crude cookie he saw for the first time in his life.
“It’s a rabbit.”
Heloise blushed bright red, as if she was embarrassed even after saying that.
“this… … ?”
Risid tilted his head as if he couldn’t believe it.
“The ears and nose were decorated with chocolate.”
“Then it’s too sweet.”
As Risid spoke in a pinch, Heloise responded in a more intimidated voice.
“Because it looks pretty… … .”
Risid looked at her with a hardened expression as he heard the vague answer in her voice.
“Who eats something like this?”
When he saw Héloïse’s face quickly become anxious, Risid narrowed his eyes and stared at her. Her smile seemed to be visible at the corners of her mouth, but it didn’t seem to be visible in Héloïse’s eyes.
“Please don’t eat it then…”
Heloise hurriedly tried to take the cookie package back. He then said, by lightly swatting away the hand reaching for the cookie as if embarrassed.
“How can you take back something once given?”
“that… … .”
As Risid continued to argue, Heloise seemed to have nothing to say and only bit her lip before speaking.
“It’s not pretty. You don’t like it.”
“Yeah, it’s ugly. I don’t want to eat it.”
Risid was grumpier than usual. Although this was not the first time this had happened, Heloise was even more embarrassed today and did not know what to do.
The sight was strange, so Risid narrowed his eyes and stared at Heloise.
“So again… … .”
“If you give it to me once, that’s enough. What does it matter if I destroy it or give it to birds on the side of the road?”
‘Even though I knew that he only chose harsh words on purpose, tears welled up in my eyes.’
Héloïse was already feeling crushed, fearing that he would really do that.
“Don’t do that.”
“Why?”
he asked, narrowing his eyes. His gaze was focused on eyelashes that were fluttering as if tears were about to fall.
“I made it myself. It was burned a few times so I baked it again.”
“Is that why your hands look like this?”
Risid grabbed the small hand that she kept trying to hide and held it in front of his eyes.
There were blisters on the fingertips, and red, swollen marks were also visible. It looked as if her hands had been burned by a baking utensil, and the vertical bulge looked like an earthworm crawling around.
“Why are you making this? What are all the maids doing?”
He asked with a frown on his face.
“Well, that… I just wanted to make it.”
Héloïse’s voice grew quieter.
“This is not what you should do.”
Risid scolded coldly.
“You are my play maid. Don’t forget your duty.”
“… Yes.”
Heloise lowered her watery eyes.
“Even though I’m not good at it.”
He harshly evaluated Héloïse’s cooking skills, and Héloïse’s ears
turned bright red.
“Still, I wanted to make it for you.”
The sight of her talking like a rabbit with droopy ears calmed his boiling stomach once again.
I know why she’s saying something like that again and why she even hurt her hands to cook something she’s not good at, but when I gave her a chance to talk first, she seemed to keep quiet.
“Heloise.”
“Yes?”
“Look at me.”
She was a girl who usually stared at his face so intently that it was almost rude. But now, I didn’t like the way she was pulling things out here and there, as if she was trying to hide something she had stolen.
The face that was forcibly lifted by the hand that cupped her chin was full of inexplicable emotions.
“What’s going on?”
“It’s nothing.”
Heloise lied clearly. Risid was appalled at the sight of her lying to him even though she knew it wouldn’t work anyway.
“It wouldn’t be good for you if I found out.”
Heloise shivered as a cold voice reached her ears.
“I just wanted to make it for you.”
Heloise spoke stubbornly.
“As a farewell gift?”
“… … .”
He looked sharply at the sight of Héloïse’s face turning white.
“That… … how.”
“It’s not funny, Heloise.”
He whispered sweetly, but his voice was dripping with coldness.
“Are you trying to keep a secret from me?”
“I am… … I am.”
Heloise had no excuse. His fiercely accusing eyes made her tongue stiffen and no words came out.
“… … I will make you come back and pay for trying to deceive me.”
“You majesty!”
“Don’t talk nonsense, just stay here. If you take even one step out, I will break your ankles.”
“… … .”
“Then you won’t be able to dance, which you like a lot.”
“… … .”
“You might just have to lie down the whole time, Heloise.”
Heloise lowered her head, feeling more scared for some reason as his tone changed to a soft growl.
“You just have to listen to me. How dare you follow someone’s orders?”
“Sorry… … sorry.”
Risid, who was looking down at her shaking hands, turned around. Heloise’s eyes were trembling as she looked at the place where he had left.
“What’s going on, Risid?”
The Empress greeted her son, who suddenly came to see her, with a smiling face.
“I heard that Heloise was being expelled from the palace.”
“… … I thought it was such a trivial matter that there wasn’t anything to talk about, but it seems it caught your eyes.”
The Empress put down the tea she was drinking and looked at her son.
“It’s a toy given to me, so it belongs to me.”
“Risid.”
“Even if it was the mother who pushed that child into my playroom.”
The eyes towards the empress were shining fiercely.
“That kid did her job well. She was not a noblewoman in the first place, so I tried to send her away by paying her money.”
The Empress said as if it was no big deal.
“This is a child who was brought in for the purpose of your play therapy from the beginning. Now that she has served her purpose, shouldn’t she leave the imperial palace and live her own life?”
“Her own life?”
He laughed as if he had heard something amazing.
“Yes. If you have a life as a crown prince and a future emperor, that child also has another life outside the palace. So she is free to go out and live… … .”
“How can you believe her?”
Risid’s ridicule cut off the Empress’s words.
“What if Heloise goes out and talks about my illness?”
“… … .”
“It’s a story we all know secretly, but it’s a different story when
someone becomes a witness and makes a fuss.”
“Then.”
“I will keep her with me. Without sending her to anyone.”
“Risid… … .”
“So mom, don’t interfere with my toys either.”
The Empress, facing Risid’s bright blue eyes, was silent for a moment and then spoke.
“… … I made a mistake. I didn’t know you cared so much about her. I was just trying to get rid of it because it was an old toy.”
“I wish you knew by now.”
Risid spoke in a polite tone.
“For a child, toys are like his world. If you hastily try to take it away or get rid of it, the side effects will be significant. so… … .”
The two eerie, shining eyes turned to the Empress again.
“Please just remember that whether I play with it and break it or whatever I do, it’s all up to me.”
After shouting angrily, he turned around. Behind him, the Empress was sitting motionless, he did not care whether he saw her mesmerized face or not.
I almost lost what was his.
The thoughts that filled his head turned into darkness and swallowed him up.
* * *
“Ah!”
Heloise’s moans brought him back to his half-lost consciousness. He looked down at the pretty face beneath him, swallowing her moans.
It was a face that was deceptive just by looking at it. Even though yesterday, that bastard barely approached her, he knew that anyone who saw her would feel the same way.
Her dazzling pinkish blonde hair was spread out like silk on the white sheets, and her flawless white body was full of traces he had left behind. There were red scars between the breasts and chew marks between the legs.
There was no moment for the tears to dry around the reddened eyes. He loved this moment. Because I alone was enough to fill
those tearful eyes.
“Say you’re leaving again.”
A soft sharp voice poured into her ears. Heloise gasped frantically at the hot, entangled breath.
“Come on, Heloise. Just say one thing: you want to leave. Then I will listen… … .”
He whispered like a devil who was asking her to pick up the forbidden fruit. Héloïse’s eyes widened at the gently seductive words, telling her that he would listen if she just said so.
“I am… … I am.”
Heloise was on the ambiguous border between pain and pleasure. So she chewed her tongue, almost saying what he asked. If she fell for that sweet sugar coating and tell it like it is.
“Back then, back then… … Of course I had to leave… …that’s what I thought. Well, I did everything I had to do… … .”
It was a story that had already been told countless times. She always said the same thing, but he never seemed satisfied. How long and to what extent should I confirm it? The times he asked these questions were always when he was grafting her body to
such an insane degree.
A mistake can also be made without even realizing. She didn’t know what to say.
“That’s it.”
Fortunately, she didn’t fall into his trap. Risid’s eyes were narrowed, as if he was trying to peer into Héloïse’s thoughts.
“So please… … .”
Heloise wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him close. I’ve already been treated like this for many nights. As he dug into loopholes and asked questions, Héloïse also had a knack for dealing with him.
“Please hug me.”
She whispered into his ear like a worldly temptress. He was like a spider that stepped on his feet even though he knew he would get caught anyway. Today again, Risid willingly hung on the line. Risid’s lips swallowed the dangerous whispering sound.
The reaction of biting down harder on his lower part as she gently applied force again was honest and sensual. Heloise clung to him even more, wrapping her legs around his body.
At times like this, I felt like I was craving myself like a child biting for milk. A strange feeling that something beyond simple sexual desire was connected as an invisible thread between the two. But I didn’t know how long this night would last.
What was certain was that it was Risid who was holding the scissors to cut this thread, and that was an unchanging reality.
