꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦THERE IS NO WAY YOU LOVE ME꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦
Once again, a suffocating silence filled the room.
When Alyssa turned around, she saw Mirika staring at her, her face flushed bright red.
“I-I-I’m sorry! T-that’s not what I m-meant!”
Mirika had never been particularly smooth with her words, but now she was completely stumbling over them.
“…M-my Imperial language is still not very fluent. I was just t-trying to keep my words short and ended up being r-rude.”
She bit her lip tightly from time to time, as if embarrassed, but she did not stop speaking.
“I-I just thought you might be b-bored, so I s-suggested it. I apologize.”
Mirika finished her sentence and bowed deeply. Alyssa stared at her blankly.
Mirika had struggled to find employment until she was hired at the castle through her brother Kanut’s connections.
On her first day at the castle, Kanut had come looking for Alyssa with an unfamiliar expression.
“I know it’s a lot to ask, but… please take care of my sister.”
Gone was the usual overconfident man—he now fidgeted in front of her as if she were a debt collector.
“She might not seem like much, but she’s really good at her job. Just one month! Please, just give her one month!”
That tendency had been fine when she was just a useless freeloader in the ducal household. But after she became the heir, it was a different story.
Alyssa was harshly trained by the previous duke and the head maid to correct her speech. Even in a life devoid of pleasant memories, the years she spent trying to fix her stuttering stood out as particularly horrific.
If she so much as stumbled over a single word, she was severely reprimanded. She couldn’t just stay silent, and the more she tried to speak correctly, the worse her stuttering became.
She had resented her own mouth for not obeying her will. There were nights when she repeated a single mispronounced word over and over until she could say it properly.
“You don’t have to speak perfectly.”
Alyssa knew just how painful it was. She had endured that torment herself, and one person suffering through it was enough.
Whenever she stuttered, the previous duke and the head maid would wrinkle their faces in disgust and say—
“You’re an idiot. A brainless fool who can’t even speak properly.”
“You pronounce everything so clearly now. You must have practiced a lot.”
Alyssa had done the same. She wanted to prove she wasn’t slow-witted, so even when she stuttered, she made sure her pronunciation was flawless, down to the last syllable.
Instead of reopening the door or fetching a lamp, Alyssa moved forward with practiced ease.
The stale scent of dust and paint filled her nose in this windowless chamber.
This was the room where the portraits of past dukes and duchesses were stored. Since the caretaker rarely visited, young Alyssa had often come here.
Though even this place had not been truly allowed to her, it had been somewhere to hide, if only for a little while.
Reaching the wall, Alyssa sank down, curling into herself.
No one needed her. There was nowhere in this castle where she was truly welcome.
And yet, she couldn’t leave. No matter how miserable her existence was, she wanted to cling to life.
A small place would be enough. Even just one person would be enough.
Was there truly no one?
At that thought, Alysa lifted her head from her knees, startled—not just by the distant sound of approaching footsteps but by the sudden realization that struck her.
“Even so, I will call for you, just like today.”
Ah. There was someone.
She still couldn’t fully believe it, but someone had told her she was allowed to stay by their side.
The footsteps drew closer. Alyssa could recognize a person just by the sound of their steps.
It couldn’t be. There was no way he would come looking for her.
And yet, despite herself, she hoped she was right.
‘Please, let this be real. If miracles exist, I won’t ask for more—just this once.’
She wanted to see Kieran.
Then, the door opened, and a man stood silhouetted against the bright light behind him.
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