#6
Tears welled up in my eyes, pooling just above my lower lashes. I pressed my lips together tightly and strained the muscles around my eyes to keep them from falling, but in the end, the overflowing drops slipped down my cheeks.
The man’s thick, sharply arched brows twitched slightly. He took a short breath and stepped toward me.
Then, he looked down at me with a serious expression.
“You want to live.”
Psycho bastard, is that supposed to be a question? I nodded vigorously.
Wei Chen clicked his tongue shortly, as if he had no other choice, hesitating for a moment.
Was there… some kind of way? Just as that thought crossed my mind, a large hand suddenly grabbed the back of my head and neck at once. My head was yanked forward, and my vision was instantly filled with his lower body.
Wait—why is his crotch this close to my face? Startled, I only moved my eyes to glance up at him.
“If you want to live, suck it.”
“…You’re not talking about laundry, are you?”
“How did you even get into university?”
TL/N: This is a sarcastic reply mind you, I asked my legit Korean friend and she told me that its sarcasm so not sure but…
As I looked closer, I could see a heavy, thick outline pressing against his black pants. No way. No way. No way. I stared at him with disbelief, but Wei Chen simply tightened his grip as if to say, What else would it be?
Without warning, my head was pulled forward even more, and my cheek lightly brushed against his lower body.
“Ah!”
A completely different kind of shock surged through me compared to when I had transformed into that black monster.
Rubbing my face against someone’s crotch upon first meeting them—what kind of filthy, depraved act was this? I had zero dating experience. I had never even received a kiss on the cheek.
And yet, here I was, getting my first kiss from… that?
No matter how unpredictable life could be, this was—ahhh! It’s so warm! Even as I recoiled in horror, the man refused to let go of my head.
“You said you wanted to live.”
“Wh-what does wanting to live have anything to do with… sucking?!”
“I can control the effects of the experimental drug you took. Who do you think brought you back to normal?”
I quickly searched my scrambled memories from that terrifying moment. When I had been consumed by fear and bloodlust, Wei Chen had bitten down hard on my neck.
Panicked, I reached up and ran my fingers over the nape of my neck. A sharp sting flared up as I touched the area—his teeth marks were still vividly imprinted there.
No matter what method he had used, one thing was certain—the man standing before me was the reason I had returned to my human form.
Gulp. Should I just go crazy and do it? A dying patient would eat even cow dung if told it was medicine—desperation had that kind of power.
My gaze kept drifting toward his crotch. The weight I had felt against my cheek wasn’t something to take lightly. If that thick mass, which wasn’t even partially erect yet, were to swell with arousal… I couldn’t even begin to estimate its full size.
“Think you can take it all the way down your throat?”
“…Let me think about it.”
“Just try it first. You won’t know if it’s real until you do.”
“Isn’t there another way?”
“Who knows?”
Who knows?
What kind of irresponsible and vague answer was that?! My dignity as a human being, my very life was at stake, and yet he was treating this like some casual conversation. Frustration and humiliation welled up inside me. But even more humiliating was the fact that I was actually considering relying on this man’s massive dick for survival.
As I hesitated, a sharp metallic clink echoed in the air. His long fingers moved without hesitation, unfastening the buckle of his pants.
“W-wait, wait a second!”
“What? You don’t want to? This is your last chance. If you refuse once, that’s it. I get hurt easily, you know.”
“Just… give me some time to think!”
“How much? 10 seconds? 30 seconds? Anything beyond 35 might be a bit difficult.”
What the hell kind of person had that level of patience?! But as soon as he mentioned that the opportunity would disappear, I started panicking. That’s just how people are. Even if you don’t want something, the moment it’s taken away, it suddenly seems unbearably precious.
The man raised an eyebrow, silently asking, So? What’s it going to be?
I bit down on my lower lip, my mind in complete chaos.
Still… if it meant I could avoid turning into that monster again, then sucking off some random guy didn’t seem like the worst thing in the world. I mean, this was a medical procedure, right? There was nothing weird about it. The real horror was the way I had transformed just moments ago.
With that resolve in mind, I nodded.
“Open your mouth.”
As soon as he said it, I obediently parted my lips. He grabbed my jaw, inspecting the inside of my mouth with an unsettling amount of focus—like he was calculating whether I could handle him or not. His gaze was so serious it almost felt clinical.
His thumb pressed lightly against the inside of my cheek, then pulled outward, stretching my mouth slightly wider.
“Might tear a little. Should I put some Vaseline on it?”
“What the hell would you put Vaseline for?! Don’t listen to this bastard.”
The door slammed open, and Xuan, who had left earlier, came storming back in.
I was still sitting there with my mouth open, staring blankly. The man’s hand was still under my chin, but as soon as Xuan appeared, he tilted my jaw shut with the back of his hand.
“曬過嚟啦.”
“It’s over”
The man muttered something under his breath, almost like he was disappointed.
Xuan strode toward me with long, purposeful steps, reaching out as if to grab my arm, but before she could, he smacked her hand away and blocked her path.
“I told you to stay out of it.”
His voice was sharper than before, carrying a clear warning. For a moment, even Xuan flinched. But after a brief pause, she didn’t push any further and took a step back.
nstead, Xuan looked me straight in the eye and spoke.
“If sucking him off was actually going to cure you, we wouldn’t be taking this so seriously. Don’t believe that lunatic’s bullshit so easily—keep your head straight. Got it?”
So it was a lie. That crazy, perverted bastard! I shot Wei Chen a furious glare, but he just shrugged.
“It wasn’t completely a lie. Wow, look at you, slandering me like that. I’m hurt.”
He said it in a tone that sounded anything but hurt. Then, without warning, he yanked the curtain aside and threw the window wide open.
“Aren’t you leaving?”
Wei Chen jerked his chin toward the window. He was talking to Xuan.
By the way, we were on the second floor. She wouldn’t die if she jumped, but no sane person would kick someone out of a room like this.
“I was already on my way out! Gotta report on how shitty your job’s going.”
“Tell them I still haven’t found it.”
“I’m sick of cleaning up after your mess.”
“You’re the best, my reliable partner.”
Xuan flipped him off before storming out the door. I hated myself a little for secretly hoping she’d jump out the window instead.
Only after she was gone did Wei Chen finally close the window.
Now that it was just the two of us again, a tense weight settled back onto my shoulders.
“The nuisance is gone. Shall we get back to the main topic?”
His voice was smooth, almost lazy. The slow, deliberate sound of his polished shoes stepping against the floor felt unusually loud in the silence.
“…You mean sucking your dick?”
The man blinked in momentary surprise before suddenly bursting into laughter.
“Were you looking forward to it?”
So that wasn’t what he meant? Damn it. I had never misread a situation so embarrassingly in my life.
When I didn’t respond, he sat down right beside me, close enough that I could feel the mattress sink under his weight.
“Hmm?”
He knew I was flustered, but he still pressed on, persistent. It didn’t seem like he was actually interested—more like he just enjoyed watching me squirm.
No matter what I said, I had a feeling he’d just use it to tease me. My cheeks burned as I avoided his gaze, pretending to focus on the window instead.
By now, night had fully fallen. The only thing keeping the darkness at bay was the glow of the garden lights below. Without them, the black void outside would have reflected my anxious face right back at me.
At that moment, he gently cupped my jaw and turned my face toward him.
“……”
His face was suddenly much closer.
The playful glint in his eyes was gone, replaced by a cold, calculating stare as he studied every inch of my expression.
“How do you feel?”
“…I want to go home.”
He raised a brow. “And what do you think? Do I look like someone who’s going to let you go?”
“…Of course, right? I mean, I’m not staying here forever, am I?”
His eyebrow twitched slightly, and my stomach dropped.
Why wouldn’t you? That was the answer in his silence, and it filled me with dread.
Panic surged in my chest, and without thinking, I grabbed his arm with both hands.
“I—I swear I won’t tell anyone! I’ll erase everything about Baekwoon, Nectar, whatever, from my memory! Hell, I don’t even know what the fuck those things are! Seriously! So please… can’t you just let me go?”