Princess Who Hides Her Fandom

I didn’t want him to feel deeply saddened by my death by writing his name in the will for no reason.

Agnes closed her eyes, thinking it was a good choice.

As light emanated from her fingertips, tears streamed down her cheeks.

They weren’t tears of fear or regret.

I am so grateful that I could die in your place.

For you, this pain is nothing.

I can die several more times.

The magic stone attached to the tip of the staff trembled.

Immediately, a tremendous brilliance shook and spread out in an instant.

It was a huge explosion of light, like a burning star.

It was a light so large that even people from very far away could witness it.

Those who witnessed the scene suddenly remembered an ancient tale as they saw the afterimage of the dazzling light.

The first emperor’s magic power sealed all demons underground with a single light.

The legend that thousands of years later a hero would be born who could use the abilities of the first emperor was true.

Although the hero was someone no one expected.

***

It was fortunate that Agnes was in a hurry.

At the moment Agnes disappeared in an explosion of light, Kylo was climbing halfway up the mountain.

Due to the enormous impact, the already desolate snowy mountain was reduced to rubble.

He barely managed to avoid being swept away by hiding his body in a gap in a huge tree.

Somehow, an ominous feeling came over me.

After a while, the light disappeared and the mountain became quiet again.

Kylo thought this anxiety was unfounded.

His footprints were overlaid where Agnes’ footprints had been.

Contrary to her expectations, Kylo climbed the mountain silently without a single complaint or complaint.

But it was true that he felt lonely.

The bitter cold that penetrated my bones was nothing.

His mind had long since become accustomed to being able to withstand even more intense cold.

The path to his death was quite calm.

Somehow, I felt exhilarated, as if I had finally found my way.

As he walked the path someone had already walked, he thought of his loved one.

She was the first person to make me aware of these feelings.

It was such a beautiful feeling that it would have been unfair if he had died without knowing it, and it was also so ugly that it would have been embarrassing.

He was sad that he didn’t get to see her face just one more time.

He was okay though.

Because I have engraved that smile on my retina so that I can easily draw it when I close my eyes.

However, even though he reached the desired summit, he didn’t find the rest in death he desired.

He was desolate.

It was as if I had stepped onto the land of a city where the war had ended and only death remained.

A shiver ran down his spine with each step he took.

The crack that tore through the air like a snake with its mouth open wasn’t visible even after washing my eyes and looking for it.

It was a huge stone statue of an ancient god.

Kylo slowly looked around. The surrounding area covered with white snow was quiet.

However, there was no snow around the statue. There he found something shiny.

As I approached slowly, the object came clearly into view.

The more he recognized the identity of the object, the more his hands began to tremble.

He slowly sat down and held a familiar necklace in his hand.

‚How….’

Why. why….

Kylo looked around while holding the thing that clearly belonged to Agnes.

No way, no way…It won’t, it shouldn’t.

It was a ridiculous idea. It was clearly a similar item.

Princess Agnes was clearly in the imperial castle. Even if this was indeed the princess’s, there was no way she had arrived before him.

So it can’t be…

As he looked around a little more, something caught his eye.

What was visible through the gap in the accumulated snow was the end of a small piece of paper.

He cleared away the cold snow and confirmed the identity of the paper.

It was someone’s letter written in detail.

His face gradually distorted as he quickly checked the contents.

He seemed to be dreaming. It was clearly a dream.

Kylo looked around again.

Maybe he himself is already dead.

So maybe he’s seeing these ridiculous things.

Why…..

Tears flowed down my cold cheeks. I couldn’t believe it.

Also the contents of the letter. The fact that I was left here alone.

***

Kylo, this letter probably won’t reach you…Still, I wanted to say it at least once. I was frustrated because there was no space in this world where I could express my true feelings.

First of all, I’m sorry for taking away your Role. It wasn’t my intention to take away your noble sacrifice.

You may have climbed this snowy mountain to save the lives of many people, but that wasn’t my specific reason.

It’s a shame, but other things were more important to me than the safety and glory of the people of the empire. So it is by no means a beautiful sacrifice.

Nevertheless, the reason I chose this path…Because I really hope you don’t die.

It’s okay if every day isn’t as beautiful as a fairy tale.

Sometimes it rains, sometimes I feel sad, depressed, and lonely. Nevertheless, I hope you can live a little longer in this beautiful world.

Unlike before, there will now be many people by your side. Wouldn’t it be nice to meet someone you love and start a family? If you could have a harmonious family, there would be nothing more i could wish for…

Actually, my wish was for everyone in this world to know what a wonderful person Kylo Gray is… .Now I think the world I want has finally arrived.

It’s a pity that I couldn’t enjoy the world I wanted for long, but I hope you can enjoy it for a long time on behalf.

Kylo, you were the most precious thing I ever had. Meeting you is the greatest blessing of my entire life.

I Love You. With all my heart. I Love You.

***

Kylo came back down the mountain, holding his letter and necklace in his hands.

He had to see it with his own eyes.

He couldn’t believe that Agnes had really disappeared from this world.

It all had to be a lie.

After coming down the mountain, he headed straight to the capital, but he didn’t have to go far.

The news that Princess Agnes had died had already spread throughout the empire.

As he passed through the villages he had to pass through to get to the capital, he found people crying.

And he sat down when he realized that the tears they had shed were because of Agnes’ death.

The ground beneath his feet collapsed.

Still, he couldn’t believe it.

Nonsense. How can this be?

He had to see it with his own eyes.

But how can i check?

She is no longer in the world.

Kylo felt as if her throat was being strangled and he couldn’t breathe.

Still, He couldn’t stop his steps toward the capital because he couldn’t give up his hope.

The pain she suffered was unbearable.

I couldn’t believe there was someone in this world who loved me.

And she was the princess he had longed for.

It was hard for him to believe that someone like hers would die just to save a life like hims.

Has anyone done anything for him?

Was there anyone who treated me with a completely pure heart?

There was no one else.

His mother gave birth to him as a tool to mend her condition, and when she failed to use him for the purpose she wanted, she treated him as a useless scum.

So was his father. Even though he was covered in blood and cried and begged for his life, he pretended not to see it so as not to displease his wife.

Is that all he is? Whenever he watched someone run away for his life, he would call him back to take advantage.

There was no one in this world who truly wanted my happiness or comfort.

So I didn’t understand.

A noble person like you. Why did he die because of me, because of a worthless guy like me?

Everything I thought was valuable in my life collapsed.

It was futile.

It’s just that the person who lived for me, who I didn’t even know about, is gone.

All meaning of the world was erased.

Kylo was all in the dark….

• ❁ • ❁ • ❁ •By Esraa• ❁ • ❁ • ❁ •

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  1. tatant says:

    Thank you! 😭😭😭

  2. Kyo says:

    SOOOOOOO HEARTBREAKING AND HEARTWRENCHING!!!!!! She cried cos she’s grateful she could take his place in death!!!! This is hardcore love, people! Sobbbbssss Agnes!!!! I feel you! I salute you!!!!!! I would totally die for a char I stan in a game too! =X the letter killed me 😭 😢 😭 💔 😭

  3. Caleist says:

    Oh gosh
    I don’t remember how many times I read that letter
    I am sobbing like crazy

  4. Ms.Perfect says:

    Yüreğim parçalandı 😭 duygularımı kelimelerle ifade etmek çok güç. Agnès’in sevdiği uğruna yaptığı şeyi fedakarlık olarak görmemesi ve Kylo’nun onu seven biri olduğunu onu kaybettiğinde öğrenmesi 🤧

  5. Habagat88 says:

    Omg 😭 this is what umconditional love is

  6. Eleisa says:

    who’s cutting onions 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  7. Gaby says:

    Oh my God my heart is breaking, the letter oh God I cannot stop crying 😭

    Thank you for the update.

  8. LadyOtaku says:

    I’m crying…

  9. Quartz Argyle says:

    She went above and beyond🥺

  10. Yudiskys says:

    Agnes my love 😭💔
    the letter killed me especially the last line

  11. Sayuri says:

    Not them thinking about each other as they went to sacrifice themselves 😭😭😭😭😭😭

  12. rina2183 says:

    Caraí, confesso que quase chorei aq, a senhorita não tem dó não, além da gente, tem ele também moça

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