My Lover's Personality is a Little Bit Strange

I had already declared at the end of the relationship to him by saying that I would forgive him, and we could now become acquaintances and live our respective lives.

There was no benefit in his visit to me, except that I felt a little better.

“Yes. Do as you please. It’s you who’s having a hard time, not me.”

But I was a coward, leaving him some room.

“Thank you, Yves.”

He couldn’t have noticed my cowardice, but Theodore smiled softly, saying thank you to me.

“…….”

I felt very strange at that moment.

His appearance was no longer refreshing or pleasant.

I just felt a little bit heartbroken and sour.

It was a similar feeling to what I felt a while ago when I remembered myself crying on behalf of Ernst and couldn’t kill him.

I couldn’t understand my feelings that were overturned in an instant.

So I was frustrated and annoyed.

“Look at this.”

At this time, Ernst popped in between us.

“Ah, Ernst. You haven’t gone yet.”

“Yes, I’m going with you.”

Ernst looked back at Theodore with a smile.

“Let’s go together, Brother.”

“…….”

Theodore hardened his expression at the tender voice.

‘I thought he would get along with Ernst, but he didn’t?’

When Ernst was lying in bed, he couldn’t hide his anxiety, but he didn’t seem to be very friendly with Ernst, who just woke up.

“Huh? Yves, there’s something on here.”

Ernst murmured, wiping my cheek.

“Oh, really? Thank you.”

“Oh, by the way, Er and Lia want to come and play with me, are you okay with that?”

“Come to play? Where? In the palace?

“Yes.”

“But they have grown up in the mansion. Suddenly going to the palace to play is a bit…….”

“Don’t worry. You used to go to the palace to play a lot when you were young, too.”

“Well, that’s what adults…….”

When I was continuing my conversation with Ernst and inadvertently turned my head.

I could see Theodore staring at us with his mouth pursed.

‘Why does he have that expression?’

It seemed as if he had a lot to say, but couldn’t say it.


* * *


Theodore, who came riding on a horse, went back together in Ernst’s carriage.

His gaze lingered at the window for some time.

Even though Yves wasn’t seen anymore.

…I know even if you don’t do this. That I’m a cool person.

When she said so, he noticed that Yves’ voice was a little harder than usual.

Yves said she felt shabby next to him all the time she was with him.

Then shouldn’t he show his own shabbiness by her side for much longer than that?

Until it was imprinted on her head who was really shabby.

Until she could smile and say what a wonderful person she was, without the slightest inconvenience.

Until the wounds he gave her no longer hurt her.

Until she can let go of the wounds of the past that the shabby Theodore has given him.

For him, she hasn’t any choice but to agree. But.

Okay. Do what you please. You’re the one who’s having a hard time, not me.

While she said so, she was looking away from him.

Blinking her eyelids a couple of times and rolling her eyes was something she did when she was a little embarrassed.

Yves probably considered the words cowardly to herself.

It’s not…

She’s not cowardly, she’s sweet…….

If she had been a real coward, she would have tried somehow to capitalize on his guilt.

She would not have drawn a line with words such as forgiveness or love in the first place.

She wasn’t a coward.

She was just a sweet person.

So she couldn’t completely turn a blind eye even from such a person like him.

And at the same time, she was someone whose wounds had not yet healed.

All the wounds that scratched her were left to her by Theodore, the him from the past.

It was right for her to heal again.

If you have loved me so much, why did you hurt me so much?

Looking at the flow of the past, he remembered the tears she shed.

If that happens again, I won’t be the only one who gets hurt anymore.

So I just wanted to think that the man I loved disappeared as your memory disappeared.

I’m going to think that you died in that horse accident.

The moment she encountered her distrust and fear.

Theodore decided not to ask for her forgiveness.

She said she forgave him, but…….

‘Yves is too nice and kind. How can you forgive trash like me so easily?’

It’s because she knew it was a forgiveness that he dare not hope for.

Thus, Theodore did not ask for her forgiveness.

However, he hoped that she would not be sad when she remembered the past anymore.

He didn’t want to think of her as shabby.

He hoped she would smile brightly with sparkling eyes.

That was all Theodore wanted.

“Did you see that? Er and Lia don’t want to even separate from me.”

At this time, Ernst suddenly spoke as if he was looking for a fight.

“They said they would come to the Imperial Palace to see me soon. To see me, not my brother.”

“…….”

Theodore’s eyes slowly turned to Ernst, who sat opposite him.

“And Yves also came to see me when she was young, not brother.”

Ernst smiled and teased him.

And when he said so, Ernst’s eyes turned red like blood.

Like, Tenebris’s.

“You’re crazy.”

Theodore swore furiously.

Then Ernst’s eyes bent more crescent.

“Damn it.”

Looking at the smiling face, Theodore twisted his face grimly.

Originally, he didn’t just like Ernst.

But the Ernst who had changed, he hates him even more.

It was shortly after he woke up again that Ernst became strange.

Your Majesty, Prince Ernst is awake!

……!

At that, Theodore stopped working and went to the Imperial Palace.

Servants stood in front of Ernst’s room with delighted faces.

Ernst is awake?

His highness has just woken up and is in the room right now. We left because His Highness wanted to be alone…….

Theodore opened the door immediately and entered the room before the servants had finished speaking.

Then he saw Ernst sitting upright on the bed, looking out the window.

……!

Theodore paused at the sight of it.

Ernst, who noticed someone entered the room, slowly looked back at him.

Ernst’s platinum blonde hair was gently shrouded by the sunlight coming in through the window.

Then he grinned at Theodore.

Hello, Brother.

There was a strange sense of alienation in that gentle voice.

And Theodore had experienced such a sense of alienation from Ernst once before.

A long time ago, when he wandered around the palace like a madman right after he recovered his lost memory.

He felt a little strange feeling from Ernst who he had encountered at that time.

Even then, Ernst greeted him like this.

Hello, Brother. I heard you’re looking for a relic left by the Ancient Darkness?

With a gentle smile.

Just like now.

At that time, Theodore didn’t have time to care about anything else because of the guilt that Yves had died because of him.

It was a mistake.

He should have recognized then that there was something strange in his brother’s body.

You…

Theodore opened his eyes wide in disbelief and stared at Ernst.

Oh, my.

Ernst then smiled, bending his eyes crescent.

That’s why I don’t like people who are quick-witted.

For a moment Ernst’s eyes turned red.







T/N: I’m hating the fact that the author is portraying Ernst badly just so Yves could have only Theodore, a scum by her side. Now I’m losing enthusiasm….


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