âIâm sorry, but I cannot marry Viscount Brooke.â
Eleanor bowed her head to Benjamin as she spoke.
ââŠI see. Understood.â
Benjaminâs eyes were unexpectedly calm, as if he had already known Eleanor would refuse.
âArenât you going to ask why?â
âI already know. Iâm aware that Miss Townsend has no intention of marrying anyone, and that her feelings are not the same as mine.â
ââŠ..â
âNevertheless, I couldnât help but propose. It was nothing more than my own selfishness and delusion, so please donât feel sorry for me.â
ââŠViscount Brooke.â
Eleanor closed her eyes with a sad expression, then opened them again.
âI owe you so much, Viscount Brook. Without you, I would never have debuted as a painter. Thank you for all the help, consideration, and even the words youâve given me this time⊠All of it was more kindness and care than I deserve. Iâm truly grateful.â
At Eleanorâs words, Benjamin smiled slightly, albeit bitterly.
âIt sounds like a farewell.â
ââŠ..â
âI may not have received your acceptance to my proposal, but I would still like to remain as your dedicated art dealerâŠIs that too much to ask?â
âNo, not at all. Iâm the one who should be thankful. But⊠are you really okay with that, Viscount Brooke?â
âOf course. As a businessman, it would be unthinkable to let go of an artist who is about to receive the empireâs attention. Itâs simply not done.â
Benjamin joked lightly, smiling. It must have been a forced show of being alright, out of consideration for Eleanor. Knowing this made her heart feel even heavier.
Feeling a prickling sensation at the tip of her nose, Eleanor cast her eyes down.
After a moment of silence, Benjamin spoke again.
ââŠIf itâs alright with you, may I ask just one thing?â
âYes, Viscount Brooke. Please speak.â
âWhen I proposed, were the feelings you experiencedâŠentirely discomfort and regret?â
At Benjaminâs question, Eleanorâs eyes widened, but only for a brief moment. She soon smiled softly.
âNo. Of course, there were feelings of excitement and joy. Actually, it was the first time a man had confessed his love to me.â
ââŠIs that so.â
âYes. Iâll probably never forget it for the rest of my life.â
Eleanor spoke with conviction, her voice filled with sincerity.
Benjamin thought that was enough. The feelings he had harbored alone for eight years were sufficiently reciprocated with those words.
And certainly, it was enough for him to carry forward.
âActually, on my way into the mansion earlier, I thought I saw a familiar face.â
At the change of topic brought up by Benjamin, Eleanor nodded.
âYes, you saw correctly. Baron Hughes was here.â
Baron Hughes was, like Benjamin, quite a renowned art dealer. There was only one reason he would visit the Townsend estate.
âWas it an inquiry about a contract for a work?â
âYes.âŠAh, but of course, I refused. I told him that I have an exclusive contract with Viscount Brooke.â
âYou donât need to maintain the contract out of loyalty. If someone offers better terms, itâs only right that you consider them. Of course, in such a case, I would offer better terms as well.â
At Benjaminâs words, Eleanor laughed shyly.
âThereâs no need for that. I have no intention of dealing with anyone other than Viscount Brooke.â
âIâm grateful for your words.â
Benjamin also smiled in response.
âPerhaps you will be contacted by other art dealers besides Baron Hughes. There may also be direct requests for works from buyers. Until now, I was the only one who knew Miss Townsendâs identity, so I implicitly acted as your agent⊠But perhaps it would be better to formalize that arrangement going forward. Then I could officially become Miss Townsendâs agent, and there would be no more direct approaches to Miss Townsend like today.â
âYes, that sounds like a good idea.â
âThen I will prepare a contract and come to see you again soon.â
âThank you, I would appreciate that.â
Eleanor lifted her teacup to her lips. Benjamin watched her for a moment, then suddenly asked.
âHave there been any other unwelcome visitors?â
âPardon?â
âIâm asking if there has been anyone else who came looking for Miss Townsend, knowing that she is Marcus Miller, besides Baron Hughes.â
ââŠ..â
Seeing Eleanor hesitate to answer, Benjamin knew his suspicion was correct.
âAs I feared, similar incidents will continue to occur. Among them, there will be bad scammers and rogues. It would be wise to prepare a countermeasure.â
His voice was low, but his expression was utterly serious.
Daryl had said something similar when he suddenly visited.
âItâs not a matter to be taken lightly. If it becomes known that you are making a lot of money, there will surely be those who target your wealth. It would be better if it ended with just sweet talk. Living in a small house in such a secluded suburb, what will you do if a robber comes?â
At that time, Eleanor couldnât understand why Daryl was worried about her, but now she recognized the validity of his concerns. Annabelâs visit yesterday was a decisive factor.
âSo Iâve been thinkingâŠmaybe we should move. Far away from the capital, to a quiet place.â
âA quiet placeâŠWhere exactly do you have in mind?â
âI think the south would be nice. Iâve always wanted to live somewhere with a view of the sea. For about 2 or 3 years⊠until people lose interest in my paintings. As you just mentioned, Iâll leave all matters related to existing works to Viscount Brooke.â
ââŠ..â
Benjamin silently looked at Eleanor. His feelings were complex. The sense of loss at not being able to see her immediately was great, but there was also worry about what might happen to her out of his sight.
However, it certainly seemed like a good idea. If she went far to the south, there would be no one who knew Eleanor, and as she said, if she took a break from her artwork, peopleâs interest would gradually fade.
More than anything, moving away from the capital meant distancing herself from the emperor. At the last exhibition, the emperor had openly shown interest in Eleanor. Considering his notorious reputation for obtaining any woman he set his eyes on, it was not a matter to be taken lightly. In fact, that was why Benjamin had decided to propose to Eleanor.
Even if he was the emperor, he couldnât just leave the palace and go to the south as he pleased. Eleanor must have also considered that fact in her plan.
âI wonât sell this mansion but will maintain it as it is. Itâs the house my mother left me, and where Iâve lived my whole life. It will also be convenient to return briefly if thereâs an urgent matter.â
âUnderstood. If thereâs anything I can help you with, please let me know.â
âThank you. I will.â
Eleanor said with a gentle smile.
***
Annabel sat alone in the inn room, nervously biting her nails.
She had never imagined that Eleanor would send her away without giving her a single penny. The cost of the train fare and lodging alone had been substantial, and now it seemed she might not even recover her initial investment.
When she had seen Eleanor three years ago, she had seemed naive and innocent. Annabel had been certain that if she pleaded with tears, Eleanor would surely comply, but this time, Eleanor had changed completely, as if she were a different person.
âWas she hardened by being expelled from the ducal house? Or was it all just an act beforeâŠâ
Anyway, yesterday Eleanor had been so unpleasant that Annabel had lost her temper too. After screaming and hurling insults, she didnât have the courage to return.
Her husband Robert had been skeptical about this trip from the start. Even though they had been divorced for a while, he had discouraged her from going, citing the promise she had made to the duke.
âHe doesnât realize that I have to do this because heâs incompetentâŠâ
The money she had received from the Duke had long since vanished without a trace. It was because Robert had been deceived by a swindler and made a bad investment.
Regardless, she couldnât just go back like this.
âLetâs go back and grovel. If I beg and cry, sheâll give me something just to get rid of me.â
Just as she had made up her mind, there was a knock at the door.
âWho is it?â
âMadam Townsend?â
It was an unfamiliar manâs voice. Annabel blinked in confusion.
âDid Eleanor send him? But she wouldnât know Iâm staying hereâŠâ
Puzzled, she opened the door and involuntarily gasped.
i feel so sad for benjamin. Why is it always so unfair for second male leads. Also his confession was so lovely .
Sim, geralmente o segundo protagonista sĂŁo os com mais gentileza e carinho… mas o coração nĂŁo escolhe sĂł pelo carĂĄter, se fosse assim, nĂŁo existiria tantos cafajestes…. tem mulher que sĂł ama os canalhas….
Se todos escolhessem com a razĂŁo ao invĂ©s do coração….