I Became the Obsessive Male Lead’s Ex-Wife

I was looking at it like that for a while. I was tied into his eyes, which were as hot as a spark. It wasn’t until his hand was on my waist and his beautiful face completely obscured my vision that I came to my senses. We were the men and women closely entangled in a dark room lit by soft candlelight. In this situation, I feel like I may have feelings that I didn’t have before. No, can I really be confident that I don’t have feelings for him? The emotions that were hidden deep in her heart stirred violently when she saw Pervin.

 

“Emotions are slowly rising, it’s like being intoxicated by the atmosphere.”

 

Pervin lowered his head. Hot lips grazed my forehead and moved down. I was dizzy as the drowsy voice enveloped me.

 

“Looking at you like that makes me want to kiss your lips.”

 

The moment his lips were about to touch mine. He blinked as if he was asking my permission. I traced his lips with my thumb as if fascinated, but then took a step back when I felt something moist licking my fingers. The cool air hitting my bare skin made me shiver even more, so I hurriedly picked up the gown that had fallen on the ground and put it on. I was so embarrassed that I couldn’t tie the knot tightly. After tying a rough knot, I held on to the nightgown with great difficulty as if it were a protective shield. I saw a slight smile on Pervin’s lips as he looked at me. I spoke with a lot of force on her face on purpose.

 

“You’re not going to keep standing in the doorway, are you? It’s not like I’m going to do any work here.”

 

“…If that’s what you mean.”

 

Surprisingly, Pervin withdrew obediently. I sighed in relief and headed to the bedside table. She hurriedly sat down and glanced at Pervin. He seemed to be walking after me, and waved his arm once toward the lit candle near the window. As if by magic, the wind blew the candles out. The only light remaining in the room now is the moonlight coming through the window and the small candle on the table. The already dark room became even darker. As Pervin sat down across from me as if nothing had happened, I got up and tried to light the candle again. I was about to take the candle on the table and go to the candle near the window, but Pervin stopped me.

 

“I turned it off on purpose, for this atmosphere.”

 

The eyes that were fixed on me were moist and wet. As I was returning to the table, there was a knock on the door.

 

“Please come in.”

 

Mrs. Tilly, with a calm face, came in carrying a neat table. Along with various small, beautifully cut fruits placed on a plate, there were transparent bottles containing precious-looking red wine and water, and two glasses.

 

“I brought it here for you. Well then, have a good night.”

 

Mrs. Tilly raised the corners of her mouth in satisfaction when she saw my disheveled clothes. Without realizing it, I tightened my nightgown tighter. When Madame Tilly went out, Per Vin poured her a glass of wine. Every time he moved, the front of his chest kept opening and his chest was clearly visible. The skin was white and evenly textured, which was very sexy. Without realizing it, his face became red and his eyes were covered with his thick hair. Still, I couldn’t help but keep looking at him. While I was thinking about covering my face with my hands. He handed me the glass and opened his mouth.

 

“This is our second night here. “Do you remember?”

 

The first night he was talking about probably meant the night I spent with Irwen before I was possessed. Pervin’s voice was filled with deep emotions as he gently shook his glass of wine.

 

“At that time, both you and I were drunk and not sober. Even though I did that, why did you do that?”

 

To the question that seemed to be testing my memory, I responded with a question.

 

“Then why were you drunk from the first night?”

 

A gaze fell on me as if I really didn’t know. The deep green eyes were filled with deep shame and a strong, unknown emotion.

 

“You reject me with every fiber of your being, and it was difficult to remain sane in such a situation.”

 

“…!”

 

His face was so bitter that it hardened. However, as if trying to shake off those feelings, he regained his relaxed expression. Jang. He clinked his glass against me first.

 

“You have changed, and I have also changed, so let’s enjoy this time with the mindset that today is the first night of a new night. Cheers to our beautiful night.”

 

“…Cheers.”

 

I mumbled and quickly drank the wine. It was difficult to endure this atmosphere with my sanity. When I saw Pervin looking at me and drinking, I was convinced again. I’m embarrassed and don’t know what to do, but he’s still relaxed and calm. Those sweet yet intense green eyes are staring only at me. He drank wine one after another, rested his chin on one side, and looked at me. He didn’t mind the fact that his front buckle was gradually coming loose. From the firm chest muscles to the now well-opened abs, the field of view was filled with flesh color. If you look here, there’s bare skin, if you look there, there’s bare skin. When you raise your gaze to his face, you’re met with a tempting gaze. His eyes wandered here and there, and eventually his face became heated. A glass filled with water was handed to me.

 

“Are you hot? Would you like some cool water?”

 

I quickly took the water Pervin gave me and drank it. He took a sip of water and puffed out his cheeks. As I wipe the moisture from the corner of his mouth with the back of my hand, I keep making eye contact with him. Pervin’s face seemed to be slightly heated, and only his ears were red. He is playing with his ears, cupping his cheeks with his hands, and just staring at me. His eyes were fixed on me, and he occasionally puffed out his cheeks and rolled his eyes beautifully. He murmured softly with his lips.

 

“As expected, you’re cute.”

 

I almost spewed water at his sudden words. I quickly gulped down the water and looked at him.

 

“The way you say that, you’re already drunk.”

 

“If you’re drunk, will you forgive me if I do this?”

 

He took the back of my hand and kissed me. side! He rubs his lips hard enough to make a sound. The sound that echoed in the dark bedroom sounded particularly cruel. Before I could say anything, he quickly withdrew his hand. While showing off an unknown charm.

 

“Hmph.”

 

I hated the way he smiled at me with his rash face. I felt like I was the only one who was nervous and anxious. I was nervous and started shaking my hips, but my knees met his under the table. When did it come to me like this? Now that I think about it, he subtly pulls the chair closer and sits down, and before he knows it, he’s right in front of his nose. He pointed to the wine with his chin.

 

“Would you like another drink?”

 

“No, more than that… excuse me…”

 

To quickly divert Pervin’s attention, I pointed to his gaping front lip. Even if I didn’t try to look at him, my eyes kept going, so his face got hot and I felt like I was going crazy. He raised his eyebrows.

 

“Hmm?”

 

“Your clothes… It keeps happening.”

 

“Oh, this?”

 

Pervin looked at me again as if nothing had happened.

 

“Do you care?”

 

I wanted to reply, “Of course it bothers me,” but I kept my mouth shut. I felt like I was getting caught up in his pace, so I felt a sense of shame. Since I didn’t answer, he opened his front door wider and leans towards me.

 

“I’m doing my best to seduce you.”

 

As I unconsciously bit his lip, he caressed my lip.

 

“The novel I asked you to read last time was actually something I recommended to you because I thought it was the best lubricant for improving marital relations. But there was no need for it between us. I can seduce you with my body, so I don’t need any tools. Because it would be faster for me to seduce you than to read something without substance.”

 

Somehow, I thought it was too strange for a book that was just meant to be read and learned. All of that makes me… Was it to seduce me? With Pervin’s languidly curved eyes fixed on me, I covered my burning face with both hands. The strangeness that enveloped his entire body and the hot emotions clearly felt in his eyes made his heart jump as if it would explode.

 

“Of course, the choice is in your hands. I have no intention of forcing you to hug me if you don’t want to.”

 

I was already halfway to his blatant temptation. His gaze made my whole body tingle.

 

“So you decide whether to come over to me or not.”

 

The moment he smiles as if he has won. In the end, I lost to his temptation. The moment the scent of his strange flesh passed by the tip of my nose, I impulsively buried my face in his chest. Now I couldn’t pretend to be calm in front of him or hide my feelings with lies. The moment when my lips were pressed firmly against my hard chest. When Pervin lowered his head towards me, I pulled him tightly towards me. In the end, I was the one who gave in to his temptation first. Without anyone saying anything, we lusted after each other’s lips, and our breaths came and went. He gently bit my lower lip as if biting into a juicy apple, and tickled me like rolling a candy, making me lose my senses. The moment I wrapped my arms around him so tightly that I felt like his heart was going to explode. Due to the violent movement, the nightgown that was on my shoulder fell to the ground. The moment when a man’s excited touch touches your exposed bare skin. I came to my senses from the darkness. I struggled to get away from him and forced myself to raise my voice.

 

“That’s it. I can’t do this anymore.”

 

“Are you sure you want to stop here?”

 

“If I do any more…”

 

I felt like I was giving myself completely to him. I felt like my heart would be stolen by him. As I accepted Irwen’s life, I made my own plans. I thought he was just a passing person to me, and that after a year we were all set to live our own lives. Why was he shaking my heart completely? …I wanted it.

 

“Your words are telling you to let go, but your eyes aren’t saying that. I really… You don’t want it?”

 

Pervin sighed deeply as if he didn’t understand, then walked away from me and blew out the candle on the table. after. In an instant, the room was filled with soft moonlight, and before he knew it, he had taken off his robe, revealing his solid upper body. His voice trembles when he saw me looking embarrassed. He then whispered.

 

“Irwen, don’t ignore me. You know that too, right? I need you.”

 

His breath caught in his throat. Even though he said it when he was drunk, it was full of sincerity. Just as my tightly held heart was about to shake, I heard someone whispering in my ear.

 

-The power of the original work cannot be ignored. In the end, Pervin will end up with Stella, so don’t get hurt by giving him your heart.

 

Yes, the title of the book was Pervin and Stella in the first place. I was just a passing stranger to Pervin, and my goal was to spend a year in peace and live a comfortable life thereafter. I was distressed because my desire to have him conflicted with the plan I had made. His heart pounded and he gritted his teeth. I barely managed to say these words to Pervin, who was looking at me nervously.

 

“We just need each other. We got married for diplomatic peace between our two countries.”

 

* * *

 

Pervin’s face visibly hardened. Irwen reacted calmly to his sincerity that he had shown without realizing it. He had clearly expected it. No, he didn’t expect it. In this bedroom, in a breathtakingly strange atmosphere, with the only light being the soft moonlight, the two of them seem to have different emotions. He obviously knew that every time he saw Irwen, his heart would bounce and he would go crazy to hug her, and he thought she did too. What were the emotions that stirred behind her embarrassed eyes as they met her own, and what was the honesty that made her blush and not take her eyes off her own body? Even though he couldn’t get over her with her sweet words, he thought his sincerity got through to her when he appealed to her with his hot body. But she was so cold in an instant. Pervin’s expression darkened. If it had been like before, he would have been grateful that Irwen allowed her to be by his side to this extent, and he would have planned the next opportunity. But he could not be satisfied here. His mind, which had been barely holding on to the reins, had long since given up, and he was galloping at full speed towards his wife. He couldn’t stop any longer. It was she who opened her heart in the first place. No, this might be an excuse. An excuse to justify his crazy desire to love Irwen. As Pervin lifted his face from his shoulder, she winced and backed away towards the bed.

 

“Don’t look like that, like you’re going to cry…”

 

She fell backwards towards the bed. Her husband lay down next to her. Looking into her shaking eyes, she blinked her eyes as if conveying her own thoughts to him. Until he entered the room, he was satisfied with just spending time with her, but he changed his mind when he saw her reaction to how much he wanted her. He recognized her feelings for him from the lips that were in his arms, from the lips that stole his, and now he couldn’t let go. To her, who for some reason instantly hides the sincerity she showed earlier, he would continue to try to confront her more with his sincerity. He would try as hard as he could until she completely opened her heart to him… 

 

As I was suffering from saying harsh words that I didn’t even mean to say, Pervin’s kind hand reached out to me. He must have realized that I was forcing him away, so he treated me calmly. After coaxing for a while, an unexpected and strange sound came out of his mouth.

 

“Have you ever heard that rumor? It’s not that the Duke and Duchess of Carlisle don’t have children, it’s that they can’t. Especially, even if they say there is a problem on my part, it is not healthy to be as wilted as a piece of wood.”

 

I was furious at the nonsense.

 

“Don’t be swayed by rumors from people who don’t know our situation. Only the couple knows the marital situation.”

 

“So, Irwen. We know the marital situation well.”

 

His platinum hair covering his forehead shined brilliantly under the moonlight. His large hand resting on my cheek was hot.

 

“You know how healthy I am.”

 

I just bit my lip without saying anything. He added, caressing my lips with his thumb.

 

“And you know how much I want you.”

 

My breathing became increasingly difficult. Now that putting on a false mask was at its limit, all I wanted to do was hug him tightly, whether it was a plan or not. In response to my silence, he draped his large body over me. The dark green eyes that hid my desires trapped me.

 

“Of course I won’t do it if you don’t like it. I promised that as I entered the room today.”

 

A strong masculine scent emanated from the hard body that overlapped mine. I wanted to entrust myself to that scent.

 

“But you want me too.”

 

Pervin’s eyes twinkled lazily.

 

“I can do my best to satisfy you. So just tell me and I will give you a paradise beyond your imagination.”

 

Now, I was completely out of my mind due to the temptation that was openly approaching me. The sight of a man with a perfect appearance and body slapping his tail in front of me as if telling me to get drunk was so fatal to my heart. I wanted to hug him right now, run his hair up, and kiss those pretty lips. As I kissed his lips that wouldn’t let go, he pressed them firmly against my neck.

 

“Don’t you like me?”

 

“That’s not it…”

 

A look filled with both resentment and desire attacked me.

 

“Don’t make me worthless, Irwen.”

 

The moment his red lips pout and turn to me. The moment when my attraction to him took over my entire body. I put my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. I placed my lips on his and accepted him. The moment his lips overlapped mine as if he was going to eat them, I closed my eyes as if my thoughts had stopped. His breath gently blew into my mouth. I was in a daze. I was so dizzy that I couldn’t breathe. I felt like my whole body was losing strength, so I managed to hold his back with both hands. It felt like there were fingernail marks on his back, but I didn’t have time to think about that. He kissed me with the utmost passion, as if to show what a healthy man he was. I realized that all the light kisses he had given me on the cheek, the gentle touch of his lips, and the secret kisses he gave me in the imperial palace were all because he cared about me. Even the kiss we shared at the table a little while ago was pale compared to this. As I exhaled heavily, he barely left my lips. His hand, which had been caressing my body, was now clasped with mine. He whispered, touching my hand with his intertwined fingers.

 

“Irwen, when will you understand my true feelings? Sometimes I feel sad.”

 

I took a moment to catch my breath so as not to let him know my pounding heartbeat. He was laying his face on my chest, so I felt like I could hear his heartbeat.

 

“I’m afraid you’ll reject me.”

 

Pervin lifted his head slightly and lay down next to me again. He raised his arm and gave me a pillow with his arm. Before we knew it, we were facing each other. Looking at his face makes me even more nervous. Nervously, he stuck his tongue out and licked his lips. He let out a chuckle and pressed his body against me. A solid, warm body wrapped around me tightly. His voice murmured in my ear.

 

“Oh, really you. You drive me crazy.”

 

Pervin played with the fabric draped over my body. We looked at each other for a while. He gave me a serious look. I didn’t like his gaze. My whole body began to heat up with an inexplicable excitement. This feeling I felt every time I saw him was an obsession I had felt before, and now it became even more evident. I didn’t hate it, but I actually wanted him to cling to me even more. The thought that she was not the female lead in the original, that she was in the position of this person’s ex-wife, that they would divorce smoothly and live comfortably was fading away. It felt like he had opened up my closed heart. Just as my husband’s attitude has completely changed since I first became possessed by this world, I have also changed. He muttered, stroking my hair with his free hand.

 

“You don’t know. How much I have loved you, how much I have wanted you…”

 

Pervin distanced himself and looked at me. I could see his chest heaving up and down as if he was panting. Before he knew it, his green eyes had become as dark as the midnight sky. In the large room, all that can be heard is our panting sounds. He wrapped his strong thighs around me and leaned down. His drowsy voice came to my ear.

 

“There is no need to be ashamed, Irwen. Look at me.”

 

I gently opened my eyes. Why did his normally cold face look so excited? Even that was tempting. Just as I was attracted to him, I pulled his neck and wrapped it around me. Without any time to hide it, my true feelings came out.

 

“I really want you.”

 

It was the moment when a heavy body completely enveloped me. I had to admit that I had completely fallen for him. Pervin gave me a winning smile and pressed his warm lips to mine.

 

“Hurry up and take me, you can lust after me however you want.”

 

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