Chapter 49 (R18)
How to Fix a Psychopath Episode 49
Eunwoo Lee, who was holding my waist so tightly that it seemed like it would break, sunk his teeth into my shoulder.
“Ugh, ah. Soyoung, you’re all in. Should I move? Huh? Can I move?”
The strange foreign body filling my lower abdomen was still unfamiliar. It felt like a big bat that would split my body in two. It felt like I was being hit, but it also drove me crazy with pleasure.
I quietly placed my hand on Eunwoo Lee’s shoulder, put strength into my knees again, and lifted my butt.
“Huh! … … Soyoung, uh … … .”
“Ah…….”
Eunwoo Lee immediately grabbed her waist and pulled her down.
“Ah!”
Her head was thrown back. Eunwoo Lee also threw his head back, sweat dripping down his face.
“Ah, that won’t work, Soyoung.”
Eunwoo Lee’s large hands grabbed my buttocks firmly. Then he came in so hard that it took my breath away. There was a slapping sound of flesh hitting flesh, and I hung onto Eunwoo Lee’s shoulders, gasping for breath.
“Ha, ugh, yeah, ah! Aaah!”
“Ugh, ugh, Soyoung, ah! Haauk… … !”
The star popped out.
Something like a club was quickly and deeply swung upwards, then was quickly withdrawn. The iron bed rattled and groaned, and Eunwoo Lee rubbed his lips like a male leaving his territory on the nape of her neck, jaw, and lips.
As Eunwoo Lee’s bare skin touched hers, it felt like she was being scratched, and the more her skin touched, the thicker the sweat became.
“Hah! Yeah, ah, uh, yeah, yeah!”
The noise kept moving away and closer.
“Soyoung, ha, ugh! Soyoung.”
Poor and lovely Lee Eun-woo.
I quietly hugged Lee Eun-woo’s head and shook. A hot, rough breath came out and then came back deep into my lungs. My whole body felt hot and I felt feverish.
The world before my eyes was shaking up and down so quickly that I couldn’t even tell what was going on, and the wet flesh on my thighs made a sloppy sound.
“Huk! Haaung… … !”
I reached my climax while rubbing Eunwoo Lee’s back and squeezing my lower body. Eunwoo Lee, who had been arching his back like animals mating, stopped moving for a moment and looked up at me.
Eunwoo Lee blankly stared at my face with his hot eyes, then leaned his face against my arms weakly.
I quietly listened to my heartbeat and turned my waist again. When I let out a groan that sounded like a scream, Eunwoo Lee grabbed my hand and pulled me down, placing it against his chest.
I played with the small, red nipple that was sticking out hard. A large tongue filled my mouth as if filling the bottom.
Once again, stars appeared before my eyes.
“Ah, yeah, ahh! Ah!”
“Ugh… … !”
Eunwoo pushed and pushed downwards, burying his body deep underneath me and reaching climax.
* * * *
Buildings passed by beyond the car window.
My body jerked forward and stopped as the seat belt was fastened tightly. I couldn’t help but feel strangely unfamiliar with the fact that I had been walking along this street just a couple months ago. It seemed like only yesterday that I was walking around without even looking straight ahead.
It seemed like nothing had happened during those two months, and only the two of us had changed on the same street.
Then, suddenly, I began to wonder why the hospital I was hospitalized in was connected to the road I always walked along. Doesn’t that mean that the abandoned school that Lee Eun-woo had renovated was close to this city? I blinked.
So? There was no benefit to knowing that fact. It only aroused Eunwoo’s suspicion. If he had been wary of the idea that I would memorize this road and run away, whether it was close or far, Eunwoo would have made me sleep and headed home. So that I wouldn’t memorize the route from my house to the city.
“Is there anyone outside?”
I looked out the window, then turned my head to look at Lee Eun-woo, who was holding my hand tightly in his affectionate grip. The soft, refined voice full of obsession made me feel like I was being forced to turn my head.
What Eunwoo Lee was concerned about was ‘who’. Objects that could catch her eye outside didn’t seem to attract Eunwoo Lee’s attention, but people drew his persistent attention like a wolf biting its prey.
The side view of the driver, who was looking straight ahead while driving, had his jaw clenched. His throat was throbbing loudly. He swallowed his saliva slowly, showing that he was very nervous.
“No. I was looking outside. There was nothing around my house but rice paddies and cornfields.”
I clasped my hands together as Eunwoo Lee had wanted. The sight of it was exactly like a trap that had completely closed my mouth.
“Then, should we move to the city?”
Eunwoo Lee asked while looking straight ahead.
I shook my head at Lee Eun-woo, who was spouting out words he didn’t mean just to win my favor.
“No.”
Eunwoo Lee said with a low, cave-like laugh.
“Ok.”
I lost interest in even looking out the window and sank deeper into the car seat.
“I just want to live in a quiet place.”
Silently, without blood, death, or screams. I saw Lee Eun-woo steal a glance at me from the corner of his eye. Then, he held my hand tighter and whispered, “Me too.”
“I want to grow plants too.”
Eunwoo Lee hesitated at my words. When I glanced at his face, I saw that he was biting and chewing the flesh inside his mouth. It was a habit that Eunwoo Lee had developed recently. After realizing that he couldn’t do whatever he wanted, he was torturing himself quite a bit. If he were to take away what I wanted, Eunwoo Lee would be punished unbearably.
Eunwoo Lee, who was not stupid, realized that rewards were sweeter than punishments, and he worked hard like a child to receive the reward. However, it seemed that it was still difficult for me to concentrate and focus on anything other than Eunwoo Lee.
Whether it be a person, an animal, or a small seed.
“Eunwoo, with you.”
I waited quietly for Lee Eun-woo’s answer and then blurted it out.
“……ok.”
It’s about rebuilding the broken world. Eunwoo Lee and I.
* * *
“I’m going to see my father.”
Eunwoo Lee mumbled, pressing his lips against my cheek. His large, sweaty fingers swept over my red, swollen chest, then came up and cupped my chin before kissing me.
Father? Are you saying you want to see Hyunwoo Lee?
In my hazy state of mind, I brought up the past that Eunwoo Lee had confessed to me as if he was repenting.
“Are you going to Korea?”
“Huh? Korea?”
“Father, didn’t you say your father was in a mental hospital?”
Ah.
Eunwoo Lee smiled brightly and made a sound.
“Soyoung didn’t know. I brought my father with me when I came here. Foreign mental hospitals are much better than ours. I brought my father with me while I was there. If he suddenly dies, I’ll hold the funeral. I’m the only child he has, and I was born by mistake.”
At Lee Eun-woo’s words, I opened my mouth blankly and then closed it again. He will be holding a funeral for him while locking him up in a mental hospital. Even though he hates Lee Hyun-woo, he shows at least the bare minimum of consideration, so it seems like he can’t easily let go of the fact that they’re family. Even though he hates him so much.
I felt sorry for him, so I reached out and stroked Eunwoo Lee’s hair and asked.
“… … When are you coming back?”
“Um… … I’m thinking about going tomorrow. Do you want to come Soyoung? I’ll drop you off downtown. You can use the card I gave you last time to buy whatever you want at the department store.”
“Can I not see your father?”
Eunwoo Lee’s face suddenly turned cold at my words.
“My father? … … Didn’t I tell you? My mother and Soyoung look so much alike. If he looks at you, my father’s eyes will go crazy and he’ll try to escape from the mental hospital somehow.”
Eunwoo Lee spoke in a low and harsh tone, as if the mere thought of it made him feel unpleasant.
“I wonder how that old man, who has grown old, will look at you… … .”
Eunwoo Lee frowned. Then he quickly straightened up and smiled affectionately, saying, “So I’ll go alone. Okay? I can’t kill my father. I might lose Soyoung before that.”
He furrowed his brows at Lee Eun-woo, who was still making dangerous remarks without any malicious intent.
I had no choice but to nod.
“Or you can stay home. There’s chaos in the city these days because of terrorists.”
Terrorist?
I blinked at a word I had never heard before in Korea.
“Yeah. I heard they’ve been tearing down buildings these days. That’s why there are so few people around.”
So. So that’s why you said I could go to the department store alone. I nodded as if I understood.
Eunwoo Lee still didn’t tell me what was going on in the world. The uselessly large TV was still only playing game consoles and DVDs, and there was no phone.
Besides that, Lee Eun-woo sometimes left his laptop behind, but she couldn’t use it. As soon as she turned on the laptop, all she saw were CCTV screens running all over the house that looked like a mansion.
“I already have something to buy. So I want to go out.”
Eunwoo Lee made a slightly uncomfortable face. He didn’t show it completely, but it was clear that he was worried about me wandering around without him. He was sure that he would hire a private security guard, but he seemed afraid that even if he hired a woman, she would become close them.
Eunwoo Lee absolutely hated me getting close to people other than him. Before that, he sent the security guard away. No matter how many times I tried to calm him down, even if it was just a useless worry, he didn’t seem to be able to skillfully control the anxiety and doubt that was eating away at his mind like a disease.
“What are you going to buy?”
Still, you did a really good job of pretending nothing happened.
“just…….”
“You have to answer the phone properly. Okay?”
Lee Eun-woo said this to me as if he was asking me to do something when he sometimes went out alone. I didn’t have a cell phone. When he said phone, he meant the person who gave me a call. If I didn’t answer the phone, Lee Eun-woo would drop everything he was doing and come looking for me. Just like he did in high school and middle school, he did it instinctively.
I nodded roughly to Lee Eun-woo’s words.
“I’m so worried that I could die.”
Lee Eun-woo let out a sigh and pressed his lips against my forehead. He wanted to be by my side the whole time, but Lee Eun-woo was secretly busy doing something. The huge amount of money that Lee Hyun-woo had left for his new mother was also returned to him as his share, and the property that Lee Hyun-woo had originally had was also Lee Eun-woo’s.
I heard that even if three generations lived lavishly, they wouldn’t be able to spend all that money, but Eunwoo Lee seemed to be trying to increase that money even more. It seemed like he was thinking of starting a business or something, as if he was thinking of settling down here and giving up on returning to Korea altogether.
I didn’t really want to know what he was doing, but I knew that Eunwoo Lee had made a big purchase from a private security company.
He didn’t receive any customers often, and instead of dogs, the mansion was guarded by guards day in and day out. And as I said before, those were the people who followed me around whenever I went out.
“I am okay.”
I patted Lee Eun-woo’s large back.
At my soothing words, Eunwoo Lee hugged me and pressed his body against mine. When I groaned, Eunwoo Lee laughed and nuzzled his face into the nape of my neck like a grown dog.