Chapter 46
How to Fix a Psychopath Episode 46
Ah.
The doctor nodded as if she understood what I was mumbling.
“Then… …Can I look down for a moment? Are you pregnant?”
“No, I’m not pregnant. I just feel sick down there.”
“Okay, just a moment.”
The doctor turned her back to close the open door. I quickly lifted my upper body and reached into the doctor’s bag. I grabbed whatever I could reach and hid it between my bra straps. Luckily, the silicone protector was fitted so that it wouldn’t get cut, which was also great for hiding.
My heart was pounding with guilt and nervousness about stealing someone else’s stuff.
Click.
“I’ll take a quick look before your husband gets here.”
The doctor closed the door without any suspicion and came back to me. She didn’t even think that I had touched the bag, so she didn’t even glance at the bag and went down and folded my legs into an M shape.
The silicone gloves pulled off my underwear from under my one-piece. I felt my lower body being spread apart by fingers. I shut my eyes tightly.
I’m not embarrassed at all. I’m not ashamed.
“Oh my god… … . It’s torn… … . And it’s swollen too.”
The doctor spoke in a new voice. She said that it was a bit serious and that I should go to an obstetrician and gynecologist. She said that she was not an obstetrician and gynecologist so she did not know for sure.
“Have you taken a sitz bath? Do you have any medicine?” the doctor asked, while babbling. I didn’t answer.
And then the door opened. Then the sound of it closing again was heard. It seemed like Eunwoo Lee had brought me some medicine to put me to sleep. I slightly closed my eyes… … .
Taang!
A swell of hot blood poured down my lower body. My eyes shot open. My chest swelled with the deep breath I took. What is it? What is it? I felt it flowing stickily down my thighs and lower body, and I raised my upper body.
“Ahhh…….”
Aaaah!!
I fled to the farthest place, struggling on the operating table. Then I lost my grip and fell to the floor. The world spun around with a loud crash. My head throbbed, and my eyes never left the doctor’s face, which was covered in bright red.
That’s… What is that… What is that… Doctor, why that doctor…?
Beep-
The sound of a gunshot pierced my eardrums, causing a ringing in my ears. Eunwoo Lee was standing with an emotionless face beneath the white smoke rising.
“Ha…….”
Eunwoo Lee threw the gun on the floor in a fit of rage. The heavy metal gun scraped the cement and swept the floor.
“Are you okay, Soyoung?”
I looked at Lee Eun-woo, panting so hard that he could barely breathe. What? Why her? Did she get shot? I felt my whole body with my hands. My whole body was shaking and my butt kept crawling towards the wall.
“That person tried to rape Soyoung by force. Thank goodness it’s not too late.”
What are you talking about? I thought the doctor was a man, but no. The doctor with all her limbs intact was a woman.
With my eyes shaking, Lee Eun-woo slowly walked towards me. The action of sweeping his disheveled hair up was slow. I clasped my hands and knees in front of my chest and looked up at Lee Eun-woo with a frightened face, and Lee Eun-woo sat down in front of me.
“Let’s see where all did her dirty blood touch you…”
Eunwoo Lee grabbed my legs and spread them apart. Eunwoo Lee’s face was crumpled between my weakly spread legs. Eunwoo Lee clicked his tongue and stood up from his seat, hugging me tightly.
“Sorry, it’s my first time shooting a gun. It’s dirty… … . Let’s go wash up.”
I was hanging on Eunwoo Lee’s neck suddenly.
“Let’s wash up, I’ll sew up your wounds. And let’s go out on a date. Okay?”
I buried my face in Eunwoo Lee’s shoulder. I felt a hand caressing the back of my head.
A person died. Lee Eun-woo killed a person. A person died in this house. Lee Eun-woo shot and killed the doctor. Thump, thump, thump, my heart kept beating so fast that it wouldn’t have been strange if it were to explode at any moment.
Eunwoo Lee quickly entered the bathroom and sat me down in the bathtub. I continued to shiver. Eunwoo Lee felt sorry for me and tucked my hair behind my ear and kissed my forehead.
“Give it to me so that your hands don’t touch the water.”
Eunwoo Lee brought a pair of chains from an unknown source and put them on his wrist. With a snap, he tied the other end of the chain to the shower head to prevent it from getting submerged in water.
The hand, from which the bleeding had stopped, dangled in the air.
“What did you talk about with the doctor?”
Eunwoo Lee said anxiously. … … What? What are you talking about?
“… … Down there… … it hurts.”
“Oh I see.”
“Am I pregnant… … .”
Haha. Eunwoo Lee laughed innocently at the mention of pregnancy. He sat right next to me in the bathtub and touched my lower stomach.
“Did the doctor ask if there was a child in here?”
Lee Eun-woo’s tone was full of laughter. Although she had no intention of listening to that laughter, but Lee Eun-woo still laughed.
“What are you talking about? This is mine. Everything that belongs to you is mine.”
Eunwoo Lee wiped away all his laughter and spoke coldly.
“I can’t let something like that grow inside Soyoung like a parasite.”
I looked up at Lee Eun-woo. It seemed like a terrible smell was coming from the rotten, putrid water that was swaying with obsession. Lee Eun-woo’s hand, which was firmly attached to my lower abdomen, felt like it was getting hot in an instant.
“Only I can go in here. Right?”
I fainted as if I was struck by the crooked smile on my face.
It was a dream.
The dream I had after a long time was peaceful. A plain filled with darkness and a monster that was still crying. I looked at the monster that was still crying with its back turned to me and then moved.
At that moment, something caught on the foot of the stairs.
“……This.”
I made a sound so small that it was almost impossible to tell I was talking, buried in the monster’s cries. As long as I didn’t scream, the monster wouldn’t pay attention to me like before. I crouched down and picked up my things.
It was the doctor’s surgical knife that I stole.
Why is this in my dream? Even if a monster were to harm me, this wouldn’t be enough to kill it. It would be woefully inadequate. Still, just in case, I took another step forward, holding the knife tightly.
The dream world, where even the sound of rustling could not be heard, was like a ruin. The end was not visible, and it was difficult to estimate. Why do I always repeat the same dream in this ruined world? Why does this monster keep crying in a place like this?
Is this world a world of monsters? Is that why they are crying and mourning in the broken world?
I continued to walk to the right of the monster to see its face. The monster was huge. It was so big that I couldn’t even look at its face. Anyway, since it was a dream, I didn’t feel out of breath or tired.
If this world has collapsed… …. Isn’t it because this world, smaller than a monster, couldn’t endure it and collapsed?
Fragments of a ruined world appeared in my eyes that was accustomed to the darkness. In this world where no human can live, what good does a monster have to do by shrinking its large body here?
“We’re almost there.”
I exhaled and looked up at the monster’s side. The monster’s sobbing sound was still so bizarre that I hated hearing it. I stepped on the ground again with force and moved forward.
“A little bit more.”
Why do I want to see that monster so badly? I used to hate this dream so much that it made my head spin. Now, my hair sways in the air as if floating in water as I walk at a trot.
I was quickly approaching the front of the monster, but I slowed down my pace a little. It was because I thought the monster might hurt me. It was a dream, so it wouldn’t hurt anyway.
I took a deep breath and walked forward, aiming the knife so I could stab right in.
The monster didn’t seem to notice me yet. How carefully did he walk? Large water droplets were falling in front of the monster, which was crying so sadly that it didn’t even realize that its territory had been invaded.
It seemed as if a shower was coming down. It couldn’t have been a more gloomy background. Poor guy. He had to build a world bigger than his own body.
I slowly squatted down and looked up at the monster.
“… … Don’t cry.”
It was then that the sobbing monster suddenly stopped crying.
Uh uh… … .
Is it because of me? Did you hear my voice? It sat up from where It had been crouching.
“Kuaaaah!!”
And as if it were a lie, the monster roared ferociously. Its large body shook the world again and quickly turned towards me. Huh, my body trembled. The monster, which had come close to me, thrust its large face towards me as if it already knew where I was. Drop, drop, the monster’s face melted and black sap fell to the floor.
The rotten smell of the air was numbing my nose, and the growling, animal-like cries were making my whole body tense.
A sharp, small knife was pointed at the monster. It seemed useless to stab it into its shivering, melting face. What should I do? What should I do?
At that moment, the monster lifted its large body. It’s going to kill me. It’s going to crush me!
I have to wake up from this dream!!
I turned the knife pointed at the monster towards me. I raised my hand like a monster to stab it in the neck.
“Kkiing… … . Eung, groan… … .”
Stop.
The hand stopped just before the knife was plunged into his neck.
“……What?”
The monster groaned and moaned again. Its large body shook and cried. It covered its melting face with its large hands while sobbing. It shrank down to the maximum extent possible to kill its huge body.
I closed my eyes and opened them again.
Still, the monster groaned in fear. Are you scared? that big monster is scared of me? Why? I rolled my eyes and pointed the knife at the monster. Then, the monster cried again, scratching its neck.
Back to me. The monster whined miserably like a puppy with its tail out.
I gripped the knife tightly and plunged it into its neck. There was a slam! and I saw the monster start to cry again as if it had been stabbed. Really?
Is that so?
I opened my eyes slowly and silently. I rolled my eyes. Was it a short faint? I checked my right hand hanging on the shower head and felt around with my other free hand.
The clothes were still on. When I spread my legs, I couldn’t feel the blood that had been soaking in. It seemed like Lee Eun-woo had wiped it off in a hurry. Maybe it was because he couldn’t wash me while I was unconscious. In any case, it was fortunate.
Where is Eunwoo Lee? I squinted my eyes and looked around. He wasn’t there. However, judging from the wide open bathroom door, he must have gone out for a moment. Ahhh… … I let out another deep sigh and felt my back again to check for the knife.
