Chapter 44 (R18)
How to Fix a Psychopath Episode 44
Lee Eun-woo’s voice was low, as if he was whispering excitedly. Soyoung, too, couldn’t take her eyes off the part where they were about to join. What kind of power did Lee Eun-woo’s words have?
As my body floated unsteadily in the air, the hand holding onto Eunwoo like a lifeline trembled. I looked down as if I was possessed while spreading my legs. Eunwoo Lee, who had been supporting me for a while but didn’t show any signs of fatigue, just smiled at me.
And Eunwoo Lee slowly lowered my butt.
“Wait a minute… … ! Ah! Haaug… … .”
“Don’t worry… … . Ah… … It’s well soaked. It’ll go in without any problems… … . Haa… … .”
I opened my eyes wide and looked at Eunwoo Lee’s large thing that was slowly hidden under me with my gasping breath. I felt a distinct foreign body coming in from below. Eunwoo Lee’s thing had completely disappeared all the way to the root.
“Ahh… … It’s narrow… … .”
Eunwoo Lee shivered as he sunk his teeth into the nape of my neck. I too shivered and hugged Eunwoo Lee’s shoulders. The clothes I was holding on to so tightly that they were wrinkled seemed to have teared.
Eunwoo Lee let out a rough breath in excitement and lifted my butt up again. My body stiffened at the awkwardness of my lower body being pulled out along with Eunwoo Lee’s exit.
After I first had sex with Lee Eun-woo, I was sick for a long time. My lower body was hurting very badly and it was swollen, so I suffered a lot… … . However, when Lee Eun-woo’s thing came in, I didn’t know about at all. Rather…
“Ah….”
“Haa, does it hurt? Soyoung, does it hurt?”
Eunwoo Lee’s way of speaking, exhaling in a huff, made me feel even stranger.
No, I shook my head. It’s strange. Eunwoo Lee pulled his hips back and then towards me hard. Ouch! I heard a new groan bursting out, and the sound of flesh hitting flesh. It felt like someone was punching me in the stomach.
It wasn’t painful.
The body rose again. And it sank down faster than before. Ha! My body trembled and I clung closer to Eunwoo Lee. Eunwoo Lee’s soft clothes touched me. Eunwoo Lee smiled pleasantly and rubbed his lips against my temple.
“Then I’ll move. Okay?”
The voice, which seemed urgent and angry, whispered softly, pretending to be affectionate.
Even though I didn’t answer, Eunwoo, who was still touching me, slowly turned his waist while holding my buttocks. Haa, my sensitive flesh touched Eunwoo’s abdomen and I felt tense. There was no place in my body that wasn’t tense.
At that moment, Eunwoo Lee, who had stretched his waist, pushed upwards hard.
“Ah! Aah! Yeah, yeah! … … Gasp, ha, ahh!”
My head started spinning again.
“Geuk, haa, Soyoung… … You’re cute when you cry. … … Do you like this position?”
What?
Eunwoo Lee whispered in her ear, his eyes moving up and down frantically.
“Ha, yeah, … … Ah! Eung!”
“Ha, ugh… … It feels good. … … It’s lovely. Eww… … !”
The sound of her butt bumping against Eunwoo’s large thigh rang out. The sound kept getting closer and farther away, to the point where it was hard to tell who was panting. My focus kept getting blurry as my vision shook.
When my back hit the wall, Eunwoo Lee put one of my legs on his shoulder and pushed his lower body into me.
My thighs were trembling. The area below my thighs was wet and excited with something.
“Ha, Soyoung, good, ugh… … ! Ah, so… … .”
Eunwoo Lee quickly found my lips and bit them. Even though I was out of breath and turned my head away, he followed me all the way and stuck his tongue out. It seemed like he desperately wanted to put his tongue all the way into my mouth. He mixed his tongue with my mouth full of his tongue.
A large hand was kneading her chest, and her whole body felt like it was going to get bruises from the fingers trying to spread her bottom, which was still narrow and could not be opened any further.
The soft wallpaper that touched my back was also painful because it was constantly being rubbed. I cried so much that my eyes felt like they were going to tear up. Every time that happened, he licked my eyes like a puppy and whispered that she was cute and pretty.
At that moment, my lower body tightened and my whole body froze.
“Haaug… … !”
Eunwoo Lee stopped moving for a moment and looked at me. It felt like waves were crashing in front of my eyes and white foam was rising. Then Eunwoo Lee pushed his lower body in a little further.
“Ah……!”
Huh, huff. As Eunwoo Lee pressed his lower body so tightly that it pressed against my upper body, his whole body trembled as if he was experiencing an endless orgasm.
“Pretty…….”
And again, Eunwoo Lee slowly rubbed the upper part that was connected with his saliva-soaked fingers. As the stars popped out, Eunwoo Lee again bent down.
I was completely out of my mind. I felt like I was constantly racing, but at the same time, I was panting as if I was going to lose my breath.
“Ugh, ugh, yeah, ah, Eunwoo… …! Stop, ahh!”
Eunwoo Lee, who had been digging quickly, hugged me as if he was crushing my body when I told him to stop, and his body trembled.
* * *
My eyes opened.
It was completely dark in the room, with no lights on. I turned my head towards the digital clock with my eyes half-open. Huh? The digital clock was dead. I got up. Was there a power outage?
“Eunwoo.”
I groped around to find Eunwoo Lee next to me.
But I was the only one in the wide bed. What is it? Why is there no one? My heart started beating unsteadily with anxiety. I was alone in the pitch-black darkness, unable to see anything in front of me.
Did you go to the bathroom for a bit?
I quickly got out of bed and groped my hands through the air, pressing myself against the wall. Since I was pressed against the bed, I thought I would find a switch to turn on the lights if I went a little further.
“Eunwoo… … .”
I called Eunwoo Lee again with a trembling voice. There was still no answer.
I moved along the wall, hesitating, taking careful half steps.
“Around here… … .”
I felt the wall a little more and looked for the switch. Ah, I found it. I pressed the thick switch with force.
Tick!
The inside was so bright that it hurt my eyes, so I squinted and looked around. As expected, Eunwoo Lee was not there. Even though he had briefly left the room, the place where Eunwoo Lee was supposed to be sleeping was excessively tidy.
I went straight to the entrance and opened the door.
Rattling!
As expected… … . It was locked. That’s why he killed the clock on purpose. So that I wouldn’t know when Eunwoo Lee would come. To make me forget the concept of time again.
I exhaled.
A post-it note stuck to the door came into my view.
[I’ll be right back.]
I was moderately upset.
Is there a reason why Lee Eun-woo is suddenly like this? Did something happen that I don’t know about?
There was no need for that. I was locked up like livestock again. I couldn’t even roam around the house without my owner. I tried to quietly go back to sleep before Eunwoo came, or read a book to kill time.
But because Eunwoo had already left without me knowing, I couldn’t sleep, and my lower body was burning too much to read a book quietly, so I couldn’t concentrate easily.
Nothing worked.
I felt my lower abdomen swollen and sore.
“You are a bad person!”
puck!
I was so angry. I picked up the book that was next to my bed and threw it hard at the door. The book, which was quite heavy, fell to the floor, scratching the door. I felt a pang in my chest and sadness for no reason.
Before Eunwoo went out, he carefully wiped my lower body with a warm towel. But at least on the days when we had sex, shouldn’t he stay by my side quietly?
I felt suffocated. I wanted to go up to the rooftop and get some fresh air. I also wanted to check if the plants that needed my care had sprouted. I felt like I was locked in an iron cage when I had enjoyed the small freedom that I had and didn’t even notice and then had it taken away from me.
When will Lee Eun Woo come back?
I felt ashamed, like a total dog, waiting for the expensive exhaust sound to be heard beyond the thick cement.
“Let’s watch a video.”
I got out of bed, trying to make it feel like I wasn’t waiting for Eunwoo Lee as much as possible. I stood in front of the videos Eunwoo Lee had bought and picked up one at random. I put it in the DVD and picked up the remote control and turned the volume up to the max.
The movie was a very childish romance story.
It was a story about a pretty female protagonist and a handsome male protagonist who fell in love at first sight as if it were a lie. I felt sick to my stomach as I watched the two of them falling in love with each other just by looking at each other.
Is that love?
The two go on a trip, whisper sweet nothings, and propose. It’s such a predictable story. With faces that couldn’t be happier, the man and woman get married in their wedding dresses. The loud ringing of bells rang in their ears. The guests stood up and applauded.
Suddenly, tears started flowing down my face. My chest also started hurting. It felt like someone was grabbing my heart and squeezing it.
Is that really love?
I was so confused that I didn’t even realize the door was open and I started sobbing.
“Soyoung-ah.”
Eunwoo Lee came next to me with a surprised face. Why am I here like this? Why am I trapped here like this? Eunwoo Lee wiped away my tears with a worried face before my blurred vision.
“Why are you crying? Huh? Am I too late? I’m sorry… … . I, I had something to do outside… … .”
Eunwoo Lee made excuses with a face distorted by guilt. What did Eunwoo Lee have to do apart from me? Could this also be called love? Could it be true that they shook their head and said it was a lie in the movie where they acted as if they had no regrets even if they died?
Lee Eun-woo’s obsession, which is far from being called love, was like stagnant water that didn’t flow. A smelly obsession that eventually rots and reveals its bottom. Is that also a kind of love?
No, this is not love.
“I want to cut it.”
“Soyoung… … I’m sorry, I… … I was afraid you’d wake up… … I should have told you before I left.”
Eunwoo Lee started acting weak again in front of me, who was lying on the bed, fidgeting. I didn’t want to hear anything. I pulled the blanket over my head.
Actually, I couldn’t sleep. I was just so confused that my head felt like it was going to burst.
Movies are fiction. They’re lies. I was living a life worse than that in this world that was like a lie. Like a dog. Like an animal.
Tears flowed again, I was panting hotly and was holding my breath.
Eunwoo Lee paced around in front of me a few times like a puppy that needed to poop, then seemed to be organizing the books I had thrown into the room. Then he went outside again. Judging from the fact that I didn’t hear the door close, it seemed like he wasn’t going to leave the house anymore.
And then I heard him come in again in a hurry and take the CD out of the DVD player.
The thumping sound of Eunwoo Lee’s footsteps and the sound of his clothes rustling whenever he moved. Everything was irritating. It was noisy. I covered my ears under the blanket and forced my eyes shut.
