At this time, Lin Chuxia didn’t know.
Holding the Sanzai in her arms, the timid and delicate child is more delicate and sensitive at heart and needs careful care.
Lin Chuxia also knew that raising a child couldn’t just be a matter of food and drink. She also had to care about the child’s inner thoughts. You must know that her little one had the potential to become a big villain in the future.
“Sanzai, mom is already so diligent. She gets up every morning to prepare breakfast for you, then she has to cut pig grass, then she has to wash clothes, and cook for you at noon. She has to pick vegetables, cook rice, and make soup… woo woo , Mom feels that she is working so hard…”
Lin Chuxia, pretended to be aggrieved and hugged her little cub. You have to learn to understand the hard work of adults, you know?
San Zai listened to Lin Chuxia aggrieved voice and those watery eyes looked straight at Lin Chuxia. His short hand subconsciously reached out to caress away Lin Chuxia’s sadness.
But, for some reason, Sanzai couldn’t feel the sad aura from Lin Chuxia, which made Sanzai a little confused.
Looking at Lin Chuxia blankly, he wanted to speak, but didn’t know what to say. After holding back his soft voice for a long time, he just said, “I, I…Mom, don’t be sad, Sanzai, be good…” “
As soon as Lin Chuxia heard Sanzai calling her ‘mom’, the sad look on her face was immediately replaced by a sweet smile. Lin Chuxia, who was happy, took out the big wave candy and handed it to Sanzai.
“Although mommy is working hard, our Sanzai is also great. He also knows how to help mom with the work. This is a reward for our lovely Sanzai.”
With such a big candy, his little open palm was even bigger. Sanzai was holding such a big wave candy, and it felt a little heavy and he almost lost his grip.
He quickly grabbed it with his two small palms, and opened his mouth slightly as if he was praising his candy for being so big.
“Sanzai, call me mom again, okay?” Lin Chuxia said with a smile and hugged him. Holding Sanzai gently, she thought silently in her heart that he should eat more to gain weight.
Lin Chuxia, who has become a mother without pain, used to simply think that the little children would be so vicious when they grew up. If she worked hard to raise them well, she might be able to avoid being retaliated by the little children when they grew up.
Now thinking about it, since Xie Jingming can’t come back, she has never thought about getting married and having children. In fact, the three little cubs are quite cute, smart and sensible…
However, she is not sure about the relationship between them yet.
“Mom.” Sanzai, who was feeling happy after taking the wave candy, was indeed not as wary of Lin Chuxia as before, so he called Lin Chuxia softly.
Lin Chuxia smiled and kissed Sanzai, talking about their affairs, such as what they like to eat.
The eldest son, who was standing by the door watching this scene, was lying on the door. Even though he felt that as the eldest brother, he should be sensible and take good care of his younger brother. However, no matter how sensible he was, he was only five years old. In modern times, he was just in kindergarten.
In fact, compared to the Erzai and Sanzai, the arrogant big cub has a deeper feeling for Lin Chuxia. Knowing that Lin Chuxia has changed for the better, he is also willing to forgive and accept Lin Chuxia.
It’s just because of Tsundere’s stubbornness that he doesn’t want to say it out loud, so he feels awkward in his heart.
Now, he found out that Lin Chuxia didn’t like himself at all. She said she liked him very much, but in fact, she disliked him the most, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart.
If he had been in darkness before, had never seen the light, and had never been treated tenderly by Lin Chuxia, the eldest son would not have so many thoughts.
But now…
there is a sour emotion in his heart, surrounding the position of his heart, sweeping from the apex of his heart to his whole body.
The grievances rushed to his head uncontrollably, the rational string collapsed, and his eyes instantly turned red.
Dazai did not dare to make any move, and was afraid that Erzai would see him in such embarrassment. He turned around and ran back into the house on his short legs.
The eldest son was made into a habit by Lin Chuxia. He did not run back to the small dark room where he lived before, but subconsciously ran back to the room where he slept during this time with red eyes.
As soon as he took off his shoes, he lay on the bed aggrievedly, not daring to cry for fear of being heard by others.
Er Zai, who was hiding by the door, was holding the wave candy in his arms, secretly watching to see if Lin Chuxia, the bad woman, was bullying his younger brother.
Anyway, nothing will happen to the eldest brother. Maybe the second son, who is used to taking a nap at noon, also yawned a little sleepily, but in order to protect his younger brother, he still has to stick here. He is the little one who wants to become the backbone of the family.
Although Sanzai was not very talkative, Lin Chuxia still held Sanzai and chatted for a long time, thinking that her relationship with Sanzai had improved a lot, “Let’s go, it’s time to take a nap, otherwise you won’t be able to grow taller.”
To the child only by developing good habits can they grow up healthily.
When Lin Chuxia walked into the house with her second and third son, she saw that the eldest son was already lying on the bed, and she thought that the eldest son was asleep.
Lin Chuxia, who has never been a mother, has really never studied child psychology. In addition, the eldest child is usually arrogant and pretends to be cool. She lowers her head softly and reminds the second and third son, “Shh, keep your voice down, brother is asleep.”
Indeed, the eldest son was asleep at this time. He was tired of crying because of his grievance. He turned his back to Lin Chuxia and fell asleep on his side, unable to see his face at all.
The second and third son climbed up carefully and slept next to them. Fortunately, the bed was big enough.
At about three o’clock, Lin Chuxia woke up. On the empty wall of her room, Lin Chuxia hung a clock. Anyway, there were a lot of clocks in her supermarket now, so it was useful to use them.
She didn’t keep it in hall, so as not to be seen by others and add controversy, in addition to the big lamp, there is also a small light yellow table lamp, suitable for turning on when someone is still sleeping.
Even though there are a few transparent white tiles on the house covered by tile roofs that can let the sunlight shine in, it is still not enough. The dim yellow light of the desk lamp Lin Chuxia specially found made the atmosphere much softer and warmer.
Looking at the three little cubs who were still sleeping, Lin Chuxia didn’t wake them up. In fact, apart from cutting pigweed and washing clothes in the morning, she only needed to cook breakfast, lunch and dinner, and steamed buns for eating in the morning. She can cope with milk powder and other things, but the rest of the time is pretty boring.
There are no mobile phones, TVs… and other entertainment facilities. She can only sit on a small stool and look into the distance of the countryside. She can’t go to work in the fields just because she is bored.
After thinking about it, how about… go fishing by the river? To live a boring life, you always have to find something to do, but when it came to work, Lin Chuxia simply passed it. She only made such stupid decisions when her brain went crazy.
So, she thought of entertainment activities to pass the time. She have tried bungee jumping, racing and other extreme sports, but she have not been exposed to many leisure and entertainment activities for the time being.
In such a fresh and beautiful air environment, Lin Chuxia just got up and twisted a piece of bamboo that was neither thick nor thin like a fishing rod. Recalling the fishing rods she saw in her previous life, they were about the same length, and then… as for the line, Lin Chuxia went back and searched for a long time, and got a plastic-like line… Well, it wasn’t a fishing rod line anyway.
As long as it can be used, Lin Chuxia can’t face earthworms as fishing bait. She can only go to her own supermarket and browse left and right. Oh my god, is her fishing activity going to come to an abrupt end at the first step?
Lin Chuxia, who was sitting on a small stool playing with the fishing rod, pursed her lips and couldn’t think of any other bait formula. She sighed. A little voice came from behind her, “What’s wrong with you?”
Lin Chuxia turned her head subconsciously. Looking over, Er Zai was standing behind her, with the slightest concern and worry for her in her eyes, thinking that Lin Chuxia was still sad about what she said:
“Sanzai, mom has been so diligent, getting up and preparing things for you every morning. Breakfast, then I have to cut pig grass, then I have to do laundry, and I have to cook for you at noon, I have to pick vegetables, cook rice, make soup… Oooh, mommy feels like she is working so hard…”
Actually, Erzai felt like this words were not only meant for Sanzai, he himself also knew that raising three children, according to the way she was raising them now, and having to eat meat, eggs, and drink milk powder… would really cost a lot of money.
Erzai also knew that his grandmother came over and took away the allowance left by his father. At that time, the three brothers saw it and were scolded and beaten by the bad woman…
“Is there anything I can help with? “Er Zai’s little milky voice is accompanied by a hint of tenderness and worry, and at the same time it is very clear. If you have anything, just give him a direct command.
He is no longer a three-year-old child and can help with the work.
“Haha, how can you help?” Listening to Erzai’s volunteer words, Lin Chuxia felt funny and asked with a slight smile.
The cute second cub is still so well-behaved and sensible, which makes people feel funny and helpless.
“I, I can do it all. I’m very capable. I, I can also help cut pig grass, wash dishes, sweep the floor…” Er Zai tried hard to think about the tasks he could do in his mind, and hurriedly spoke out off fear that Lin Chuxia would find it too tiring to raise the three brothers and return to the way they were before.
They, they are very well-behaved, very hard-working, and very filial.
“Yes, yes, our Erzai is the best. Mom originally wanted to go fishing for a while, but it’s really difficult without bait…” Lin Chuxia hugged her sweet son and wrinkled her face in embarrassment. The Erzai was thinking about this word in his mind. He seemed to have heard someone say it before, “Earthworm, earthworm.”
“No, no, it’s too disgusting. Mom doesn’t like it.” Lin Chuxia waved her hands quickly. These days, there was no fish to sell. She wanted to eat seafood. Grilled seafood was also delicious.
Wuwuwu…when will she be able to eat it?
At this moment, Erzai could really feel her sadness from Lin Chuxia. After thinking about it, Erzai came to a conclusion: She was afraid of earthworm, once Erzai’s mind thought about this, his face was still full of doubts, what was there to be afraid of earthworms? He and Dazai had caught earthworms before!
They used them… to feed ducks for the aunt next door, and then that aunt would give them cucumbers and other vegetables that can be eaten raw to fill their stomach.
“I, I can.” Erzai immediately puffed up his little chest, raised his head and told Lin Chuxia very manly that he could help.
Er Zai’s words made Lin Chuxia lower her head and look at him, “No, no, those earthworms are not fun at all, and they are dirty. Mom likes clean Er Zai.”
She didn’t want to fish anymore, as for catching fish… Oh, by the way, isn’t there still the fishing net?
However, what she can think of, can’t the old men in the village not think of it? After struggling for a long time, forget it, summer is here, she saw a wild fruit forest at the foot of the mountain before, how about going to pick some fruits.
Eat more fruits, supplement vitamins, and beautify your skin…
“Let’s go, mom will take you to pick fruits.” Lin Chuxia got up and just as she was about to take the basket and go out, Sanzai was already sitting on the threshold with the Erzai waiting for her.
Lin Chuxia looked at Sanzai in confusion, turned her head and glanced at the room again, and then asked, “Sanzai is awake, is Dazai still sleeping?”
“Yes.” San Zai nodded obediently. When he got up just now, he didn’t wake his brother up. He was awesome.
Lin Chuxia also went in and took a look. He was indeed still asleep, with his little fists still clenched in his hands. She didn’t know what he was dreaming about. He looked a little aggrieved and a little angry. Lin Chuxia even chuckled helplessly.
She took out the big wave candy and placed it next to Dazai’s pillow. Without waking Dazai, she would pick fruits with the two children and came back soon.
Taking a small basket, she went out with her two cubs. The three mother and her children each wore a straw hat and headed towards the wild fruit forest. In fact, it was not considered a fruit forest. There were only a few wild fruit trees, but they were too sour and too astringent, hence the people in the village didn’t like it, so Lin Chuxia could see the fruits.
When Lin Chuxia came to the tree, she looked up and saw wild plums that she could pick with her hand. There were also mulberries… not bad, the juice would definitely be good.
Lin Chuxia, who thought she had picked up a bargain, didn’t just nibble on the unwashed fruits. She picked them off and asked the cubs to put them in the basket.
…..
At this time, when Dazai woke up from his sleep in the house, the house was silent, and he also saw the big wave candy placed next to the pillow.
However, Dazai thought that Erzai or Sanzai forgot to take it away, or that it was hidden on the bed and accidentally fell out.
He didn’t even think about whether this was for him.
The silent room gives people an inexplicable sense of emptiness. Although the Dazai still doesn’t understand what emptiness is, he knows what it means to be unhappy.
He got up and called out “Erzai, Sanzai”, but no one responded. He walked around the house again, but no one was there. Isn’t that bad woman there?
He thought about what happened at noon. Is it because he didn’t call her that? A ‘mother’, he doesn’t like the inexplicable sourness in his heart that slowly takes over, feeling wronged and sad. He, he, it’s not that he doesn’t like her, it’s just… he did a lot of persuasion in his heart.
In the end, he yelled “Mom” loudly, and ran to the vegetable garden to see if anyone was there.
There was no one on the other side of the stream. During this period, wherever Lin Chuxia went, she would tell them that she usually had nothing to do in the afternoon and would stay at home. For a while, the Dazai really couldn’t think of where he could go to find Lin Chuxia.
There is still a dependence in the heart that Dazai himself is not aware of. In just a short period of time, he has become dependent on Lin Chuxia. The aggrieved Dazai sat on the threshold of the gate.
The five-year-old little man looked into the distance aggrievedly. He didn’t see the person he wanted to see. He lowered his head in despair and was reviewing his attitude towards Lin Chuxia.
The former Lin Chuxia (original owner) was getting lighter and lighter in Dazai’s impression, thus deepening the impression. The current Lin Chuxia, hugging himself, would say that she liked Dazai, and would prepare meat, eggs, and milk for them. She will also buy them clothes and shoes…
As he thought about it, Dazai’s eyes became red. Occasionally when he heard someone’s voice, Dazai would raise his head and look over, and find that they were not the people he wanted to wait for.
He lowered his head again, looking downcast and lonely. The afternoon sun also slowly went down the mountain, and a piece of mountain shadow slowly moved into the distance.
The longer the Dazai waited, the more desolate fear filled his heart. Could it be that something happened to bad woman, Erzai and Sanzai? Where did they go?
Lin Chuxia, who was being talked about, was carrying a basket full of mulberries. She was heading back home with her second and third cubs at a brisk pace.
