My Lover's Personality is a Little Bit Strange

Tenebris, the most powerful of the four ancient apostles.

His dark magic was sometimes against the rules of Heaven.

But sometimes there were things that some people wished for to have, something that is against the logic of the world.

That was the strong power Rudolph and Margarate wanted, and the reversal of time to revive the dead that Theodore hoped for.

And.


Benjamin’s wish to keep her(Yves) by his side.

“Yves.”

An unexpected figure greeted Yvone and Theodore, who ran outside at the sound of shouting.

“Benjamin? You…….”

“Why are you coming out with the Emperor? At this hour, in that outfit?”

Benjamin, who was floating in the air, stared at the two with a fierce face.

He seemed to have misunderstood something because Theodore came in disorganized clothes from the palace.

But no-one had the spirit to explain such a thing.

“Erwin!”

Yvone screamed.

Knights of the Imperial Palace and Chernicia, including Lyndon, were dangling in the air.

And…… Erwin was caught by Benjamin.


“Uhhhhhhh…… Mo, Mom….”

Erwin, who had a tearful voice and a scared expression, burst into tears.

“What the hell are you doing!”

There was something flapping in Benjamin’s opposite hand that was not holding Erwin.

At first glance, it looked like a magic scroll, but it was actually the Black Magic Book.

It was something Rudolph had collected for a long time.

By far, these were things that never caught his eyes, so Benjamin didn’t expect the days he would need them.

In essence, dealing with black magic was beyond his competence, so he needed materials unlike when he uses Ferdinand’s magic.

At the time of killing Rudolph and Margarate, he sacrificed the lives of them to the ‘vessel’, where they used to sacrifice children they had collected to maintain the ‘vessel’.

When he erased Theodore’s memory, he used Katarina’s blood and mental power as a material.

When he made a scarecrow that spoke and moved like a human being, he willingly sacrificed his blood and three years of life.

But this time, Benjamin’s trick was more powerful and dangerous than anything he’d ever done.

There may be a stronger reaction, but it was also what he wished for more than anything else.

Mental manipulation.

He had been around her for a very long time, but she didn’t recognize him.

So Benjamin was going to manipulate her memory and break her mind and put her next to him.

‘I’m sure it will work.’

She will smile at him, hug him, and whisper words of love.

Even if it was a false mind, Benjamin wanted to own her completely.

But this dangerous dark art required mental strength enough to destroy someone’s mind.

Benjamin could not destroy his spirit, rather than sacrifice his life.

Because the destroyed mind won’t feel anything about her.

So this time he is going to use her child as a material.

Erwin Chernicia.

It was a good fortune to hear from her that not long ago that the little boy had developed his sword magic a while ago.

“Wait a minute, Yves. It’ll be over in a minute.”

“Put Er down right now!”

Yvone pulled out his sword and tried to run at him.

“Be careful, Yves.”

At that moment, Benjamin’s hand, which grabbed Erwin by the back of his neck, was tight.

“Your lovely Er wouldn’t get hurt.”

Yvone paused at the sentence and hardened on the spot like a statue.

On Erwin’s head, the magic pattern that Benjamin was drawing was shining.

“What’s that thing?”

Theodore asked fiercely at Benjamin.

“Well, if you’re curious, provoke me more, Your Majesty.”

Benjamin rolled the corners of his mouth and giggled.

“You never know. Everyone may see an interesting scene.”

“…….”

Theodore gritted his teeth and glared at him.

He couldn’t move recklessly because he didn’t know the identity of the thing in his hand.

“Benjamin, you, why the hell…….”

Yvone asked in a trembling voice.

“Did you really do everything that Theodore said? Did you attack Brother Brian and made Theodore lose his memory?”

It was a question with such a clear answer that it was ridiculous to ask.

There was a deep sense of betrayal on Yvone’s face.

Benjamin, who found it, twisted his face hideously.

It was her who actually betrayed his heart, and Benjamin could not understand why she looked at him with a betrayed expression.

“……it’s okay. My heart will soon be yours, and your heart will be mine.”

Benjamin held the dark pattern in his hand over the air.

Erwin, who was caught by him, struggled to escape, but the more he did, the stronger the grip on his neck became.

‘He’s trying to use Er as a sacrifice.’

Theodore, who read everything related to Tenebris last night, was able to quickly grasp the opponent’s intention.

However, he did not yet know the type of pattern his opponent was drawing, so he also did not know what he was going to do with Erwin.

‘First of all, I must stop it.’

It was when Theodore was looking for any loophole created by Benjamin’s.

“Benamines Samjon!”

Odelia, who suddenly came out from somewhere, jumped out and shouted at Benjamin.

“Don’t do that to Er!”

It was the moment when Odelia, whose face was covered with tears, used all her strength and power that she didn’t have to scream.

Koo-gu-gu-gu-!

Suddenly, everything around them began to shake with a strong vibration.

A shadow fell over the bright sky.

Looking up at the sky, the moon was slowly covering the sun, as if eating it.

“Hey, what is this…….”

Everyone, even Benjamin, was bewildered by the bizarre phenomenon.

“Benjamin Ferdinand!”

At that small distraction, Theodore jumped at Benjamin.

Thud!

As a result, Benjamin’s grip on the child he was holding loosened.

Yvone catched the falling child’s body by leaping quickly.

And at the same time.

A pattern drawn in the air struck Theodore and Benjamin at once.

It wasn’t long before the two people disappeared.

* * *

[Tenebris.]

It was a fresh voice like the smell of grass on a summer day.

[Sleeping late again? Come on, get up. Let’s become a grasshopper today.]

It was a sweet and soft voice as if soaked in honey.

[Why did you do that? Why did you do that?….]

It was an unforgettable voice because he loved it for a long time.

[Poor Tenebris. Now your soul can’t even die.]

It was a voice that cried for him.

[Let’s go to sleep. It’s going to be a long sleep.]

Listening to a damp and sad lullaby, he fell asleep.

[Tenebris….]

And it was time to wake up again.






T/N: Sorry for the short chapter. Some readers asked me why I said the FL is ungrateful? Then I would like you to imagine being in Benjamin’s shoes. Imagine that you did something for someone. Even vomiting blood and almost sacrificing your life for that person, just so that she can be happy. But one day suddenly, she became cold to you. Making you stand at the gate of her house. Just because a scumbag told her that you are a scumbag. How would you feel at that time?


It’s not that Benjamin forced Yves to fall in that situation. If it wasn’t for Benjamin, she would have died long ago at the hands of Ferdinand’s Head and the Empress. It was her fault for getting entangled with Theodore, falling in love with him, getting pregnant and escaping in the end. How is it Benjamin’s fault? Benjamin only helped her escape. If Benjamin didn’t help her, she wouldn’t even be able to escape so far, going to another country and raising her kids lavishly.


And if it comes to trying to kill Brian, if you all forgot, Theodore also planned to beat Brian and hang him at the front gate of the palace of Caligor and lure Yves out. And it was also that reason that Theodore also started searching for Brian in the first place. Just because he didn’t take action doesn’t mean he didn’t want to. Theodore is also someone who doesn’t deserve Yves, as much as Benjamin.


I’m not siding with anyone, just telling the truth. If you ask me, I will never want Theodore and Yves to end up together. I don’t want her to end up with anyone. She alone is enough to raise her kids. So the author didn’t need to burn so much wood just so that they could be together.


Sorry for all the rambling, the things I said are just my opinion. Hope no one minds.


Comment

  1. ruthvap says:

    Es cierto, concuerdo contigo! ambos dejan mucho que desear, pero el que más sacrificó cosas fue Benjamín, al menos eso hizo y el otro casi nada 🤣🤣

    1. zainab says:

      Ungrateful?? should she be grateful to the guy that cause the man she love to forget about her? it all started when benjamin erased the ML’s memories which alone can be the reason to the FL’s anger. At least the ML only intended to use black magic because he couldn’t bare to see the FL die but what about benjamin its like he himself is black magic and now he wanted to use the child of the woman he claimed he “love” as a sacrifice to be with her. forget about his personality he is a demon

  2. Erza says:

    For me, it’s kinda hard to be grateful to the person who caused the person you love so much to forget and hate you. I can understand if you don’t like the ML given his weird personality, but Benjamin was the true source of both the MC’s suffering so why call her ungrateful? She was oblivious but happy with the ML before Benjamin did all that to the both of them. I’m just curious with your way of thinking. 🙂

    1. zainab says:

      You are right. I’m also curious with her way of thinking

    2. zainab says:

      Yes you are right. I’m also curious with her way of thinking

  3. Sally says:

    Theodore has a trashy personality but he never did anything to hurt her before he was manipulated by Benjamin
    Benjamin’s obsession with the MC is what caused majority of her problems, if he had never messed with Theodore, they would be living happily albeit obliviously and his family killed hers and because he helped her due to his psychotic mentality does not mean she should be grateful
    They all have their issues, but Benjamin is the biggest Villain here

    1. freyavanadis1 says:

      THIS!!!!! ALL OF THIS!!!!!!
      Just because the psycho is in love with you doesn’t mean you should love him back! All of these excuses are the same ones used by abusers in domestic vi@lence situations as well to create a false narrative invalidating the victim’s self autonomy and blame the victim. It’s an easy trap to fall into.

    2. Desvendo says:

      Ingrata? Sim, é verdade que Yves morreria se Benjamin não tivesse matado os dois, mas e depois? Ele não fez nada para o bem dela, ele só alimentou sua obsessão. O imperador era ruim, mas ele nunca faria nada para machuca-la. Ela estava feliz com o imperador até até fazer aquela merda para monopoliza-lá. Benjamin não fez nada por ela, fez apenas por ele mesmo.

  4. Snow and Rain drops says:

    How is she being ungrateful to Benjamin? He isolated her from every one else as children due to his obsession. He saved her, due to his obsession. Sacrificing his blood and life? He never told her about the cost of making a scarecrow and made it seem simpler. Yves was happy with Theo until Ben erased his memory and she suffered from it.

    Yves cannot read his mind. He didn’t tell her anything and tried to sabotage behind the scenes so she would depend on him. And now he wants to kill her child. She is in no way ungrateful.

  5. allliqiq11 says:

    Listen to the comments for once?? Are you insane ? Yes, Benjamin helped her escape and all, she was grateful ! She was definitely grateful— But look at the situation now. He’s literally so obsessive that he’s going to sacrifice HER child. Are you okay? He is going to sacrifice her child. Do you think it’s her fault that she doesn’t want him? Yves saw him as a potential good friend, not a lover. Benjamin is so domestic over her, and Yves is someone who wants to be free and be able to do things herself. Those two don’t match up well. You can’t blame her 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️… God, people these days, what’s up with them romanticizing domestic abuse?

  6. Lembayung says:

    Newflash, Yves didn’t need to escape nor in any need of scarecrow who he sacrifice his blood and life span for if Benjamin didn’t erase Theodore memories in the first place, and she could raise the children along with their father lavishly and lovingly. Theodore personality was fake, but his love was sincere. Sure, Benjamin save her from his father and aunt but he just become her new abuser, he isolated her even let Katrina abuse her for god knows how long when it would be a piece of cake for him to break the master-slave spell and document since his father was dead and he is the new head.

  7. Lady Godiva says:

    I don’t think Yvonne/Yves deliberately rejected Benjamin despite what she learned from Theo and celine. Actually there is still a benefit of a doubt atmosphere present from the translator’s narrations. Just because she didn’t let benjamin enter the mansion doen’t mean she threw out their friendship. Yvonne maintained her neutrality because she was also prepared to reject Theo however, he has a valid reason concerning Lia. So to assume Yvonne ungrateful at this point is a little harsh for me. She just needed time to sort out her thoughts without meeting the people concerned to avoid biases or influences.

  8. Llbb says:

    Benjamin never freed her from the master agreement nor removed her name curse. Theo did both immediately. Benjamin never wanted her to revive her house because he clearly wanted her to be dependent on him. Theo did revive her house. Benjamin put deliberate effort into isolating her so she wouldn’t have any friends at the Ferdinand house. Theo was possessive but you clearly see her have friendly relationships with the other staff and knights in the palace. They’re both possessive and toxic but Theo actually wanted her to have agency in her life while Benjamin is will to kill her kid to turn her into a doll, basically.

  9. xxftamrxx says:

    if I were Yvonne, I would never ever be grateful to Benjamin.
    In fact, I will be the one to kill him.

    Did he protect Yvonne during the time in Ferdinand estate? Yes he did.

    Did he tried to isolate Yvonne, turn a blind eye when Katarina abuse Yvonne so that Yvonne will be miserable and end up relying him more? Also Yes.

    Did he play a part in destroying Theo and Yvonne relationship? Yes.

    Did he, ever try to court Yvonne in normal ways all this time? No, 10 years in Ferdinand estate and another 4+ years he was just too coward to confess.

    Did he ever likes Yvonne children and treat them sincerely? No, he hated them because they’re not his blood.

    so yeah Yvonne don’t owes him anything. Benjamin did everything on his own accord, trying to play it off as nice guy when he’s actually just wanted to monopolize Yvonne is just fxxking disgusting.

    Sure, Theodore is red flag.
    Sure, Theodore also have obsessive love towards Yvonne.
    Sure, Theodore tried to pretend to be a nice guys.
    But, during the 6 months they were together, he was genuinely care for her, give her freedom to do anything, and actually use words and actions to express his love.

    Even now, Theodore is trying to asking for forgiveness slowly, patiently even though he could’ve just force Yvonne.

    Benjamin could never do it because he thinks Yvonne is his possession.

  10. Historical97 says:

    He saved her life? Sure thank you! Then what given him the rights to mess with her life? -_- shud she be grateful for that?

  11. Chikki says:

    It’s insane that your ” opinion” is so off the mark. First she wasn’t aware of anyone’s hidden agenda, he decided to do that all on his own. It’s as if you’re okay with someone projecting their thoughts and feelings on to you and you will accept it. He chose to kill them to protect her without her knowledge, then everything after? Are you saying it’s acceptable because he killed for her? Does he also have a right to manipulate and isolate her? Take away her happiness ? Cmon, stop justifying his atrocities, now sacrificing her son so she can love him is okay? I guess it’s fine considering the logic of your opinion.

  12. Truck kun says:

    I don’t get how all those regretful male leads can be forgiven but not Benjamin. Staying with the ml may end up hurting yves more. Black magic is his last choice. Also, why do people forgive the ml for killing innocent royal families all across the continent, killing soldiers who have no choice but to fight, and all that slaughter from war? He is also obsessed, okay? Not just Benjamin. And the whole thing about sacrificing Er is probably just a plot device by author-nim to blackwash (opposite of whitewash?) Benjamin. I wonder if I’ll isekai into his novel after posting this 🤔🤔🤔 probably not, but I hope so

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