Episode 3 Part 2
Flashback –
“Are you crazy?”
These were the words Sejeong managed to utter after she had slapped Jihoon hard on the cheek. The handprint was clearly visible on his white face, but he did not let her go.
“Just have sex once. I want to do it with you right now, I’m going crazy. It doesn’t have to be today. I’ll wait.”
“Hey, you crazy bastard. You pervert!”
Sejeong shouted and hit his shoulder hard several times with her clenched fist.
Let’s have sex all of a sudden.
In her 21 years of life, she had never heard such insulting words spoken to her before. Sejeong was so shocked that she didn’t even realize that tears were welling up in her large eyes.
“Haa… You, apologize right now.”
“What? You want me to apologize for asking you to have sex? Wasn’t it enough that you slapped me? I was just being honest. That’s just your type.”
“Aren’t you going to keep your mouth shut? Seriously!”
Sejeong felt like she was going to die from the absurdity and shame of the situation.
“Get out of my way! I’m going out!”
“Even if you leave, please answer before you go.”
“You have to ask questions like questions to get answers, you psycho!”
Ji-hoon stared at her with dark eyes at Se-jeong’s crying and screaming. Her voice, cracked and messy, flowed through her lips.
“What should I do?”
Ji-hoon looked at her and twisted his high nose in pain.
“Fuck, I want to sleep with you so badly that I could die, but you’re reacting like this, what I should do?”
“Are you saying that now?”
“I said I didn’t want food, I didn’t want money, I didn’t want dates, and I risked being rejected to tell you everything I felt inside. Is that not enough?”
Ji-hoon also had sexual desires. However, he never had a clear target. Women who approached him with a smile on their face felt vulgar and shallow.
The same goes for women who pretend not to care on the outside even though he can see their eyes staring intently at him. Because of his meticulous personality, Ji-hoon had never had any skinship with a woman until his age.
His now deceased father had so many lovers who were as young as his daughter, and to Ji-hoon, who was a young boy, it was extremely pitiful and contemptible.
The reason he pushed away all the women who approached him was because he didn’t want to follow in his father’s footsteps, who was obsessed with women and was ignored by his mother his whole life.
In that sense, Sejeong was a unique existence to him. Even in the humiliating situation of being slapped, Ji-hoon felt like he was going to die because of the desire that was surging towards the person in front of him. Sejeong didn’t know his pace and just stared at him with tearful eyes.
“If you keep acting like that, you’ll never meet a woman in your entire life, idiot.”
“Fuck… who wants to meet a girl? I said I wanted to meet you. You’re the one who’s stupid.”
Ji-hoon fell in love with Se-jeong at first sight, who was listening to the lecture with a clean face. There were few opportunities to meet her. Se-jeong lived as an outsider and did not participate in any departmental events.
He followed her around like a swindler and even had someone do background checks on her.
Sejeong lived so diligently that it was hard to believe how foolish she could be. When she wasn’t working part-time, she was always looking for books at the library. It was also because of her that Jihoon started going to the library despite being laughed at by his friends.
As he watched Sejeong being absorbed in something, time flew by in an instant. When he suddenly couldn’t stand it anymore and ended up masturbating in a public restroom while watching her biting the tip of a pen and blankly staring, Jihoon realized that he was serious.
He deliberately enrolled in the same class and stared at her every step of the way, but he could only confirm one thing.
Sejeong had no interest in Jihoon at all, and at some point, she seemed to find him unpleasant. And Jihoon had no idea how to approach her.
In the meantime, Tae-hwan’s words were to try to seduce her using his grades as bait. He added that he should think carefully about what was most important and necessary for Ahn Se-jeong.
Sejeong glared at him and raised her voice.
“I’m busy. I don’t have free time like you. I have to get a scholarship and work part-time jobs. Please don’t interfere with what I’m doing.”
The large lounge was filled with afternoon sunlight. Ji-hoon let out a long breath and asked her in a pained voice.
“If I give you money, will you give me your time?”
“Ugh… .”
Once again, she was stuck in the same place. It was so frustrating, like shouting at a wall, that she couldn’t bear it. Tears finally burst from Sejeong’s eyes and flowed down.
“Don’t cry.”
“Ugh… .”
“Stop crying and answer me.”
He held Sejeong’s small face tightly with both his large hands. Sejeong let out a sad sigh and raised her voice, sobbing at Jihoon.
“You… why do you keep saying such dirty things?”
From her large eyes, teardrops as pretty as jewels glistened in the sunlight and flowed down in pitter-patter. Once Sejeong’s tears burst, they flowed uncontrollably. Tears of sadness, resentment, anger, and tension mixed together and fell down her cheeks.
She even felt bad about herself for thinking that Ji-hoon might really like her. She felt like a fool for trying to understand and care about the idiot who tried to solve everything with money.
“Then let’s just kiss once.”
“Hey… Are you really that crazy?”
Jihoon’s face became even more distorted as she bit her lips and sobbed.
“I told you not to cry.”
“I’m crying because I’m so upset because of you…!”
The fact that he was licking the tears that fell down her small chin was something Sejeong had never expected. Jihoon held her frozen face in surprise and moistened his lips with the tears that fell from her cheeks to the tip of her chin and into the air.
“What, what are you doing?”
She wasn’t the only one who was surprised and embarrassed.
“ha….”
Jihoon’s large hands that were holding her face were trembling. Sejeong could clearly feel the man’s body stiffening with excitement.
However, he could not bring himself to touch her skin directly with his lips. Sejeong could see his lips, wet with tears, trembling with tension right before her eyes.
Sejeong looked at him in pain without even closing her eyes. Unlike his harsh words that seemed like he would devour her at any moment, his actions of trembling and not even touching her lips gave her a terrible sense of dissonance.
A small noise was heard in the conviction that had been frozen solid in Sejeong’s chest, and then a crack opened up. A strange emotion suddenly raised its head through that narrow gap.
What on earth is this kid doing?
He looks like a total playboy, but he doesn’t even know how to treat a woman, and after loudly asking her to have sex, he trembles and can’t even touch her lips.
Even though his dark gaze looking at her was dripping with hot desire, the hand touching her cheek was so gentle and careful that it was trembling like a mess.
It was ironic that his actions rather conveyed an honest sincerity. Sejeong asked him in a voice that was a mixture of tears and laughter.
“…Do you want to kiss me?”
Ji-hoon looked at her with a frown and held his breath. Se-jeong wanted to check. She had never done anything out of the ordinary in her life, but even though she knew it might be dangerous, her urge to see his true feelings was even stronger.
The contrast between his rough, vulgar speech and his trembling, nervous behavior was so great that I wanted to know which one was the real him.
“…If I kiss you, will you let me go?”
Ji-hoon’s trembling head slowly nodded, unable to utter a word because he was too excited. He looked like a child who would not listen to anything.
The way he cowered in fear of being scolded but still stubbornly refused to give in was exactly like that. Unlike his words, such as offering to buy time with her with money or asking for sex in exchange for a bribe, his nervous appearance seemed innocent enough.
Sejeong sighed and slowly closed her eyes. Her mind was dark and pitch black.
Gulp.
Long, thick tears flowed down her closed eyelashes.
It’s cold.
Sejeong thought he would just bump into her lips. But contrary to her expectations, the first place she felt warmth was her cheek. Jihoon’s trembling lips touched her face like dots, then moved away repeatedly.
Cold. Cold.
He was slowly wiping away Sejeong’s tear stains with his lips. Sejeong’s breathing rose slightly without her knowing it due to his unexpected and gentle movements. Meanwhile, the large hand that was wrapping around her chin and nape of her neck continued to tremble without stopping.
“ha….”
When his lips finally brushed past Sejeong’s wet eyelashes one by one, she opened her eyes. Jihoon’s hot eyes were right in front of her nose, staring at her.
He stared at her with his dark, trembling eyes, and finally slowly lowered his head. Ji-hoon’s nose, which was high and sharp to the point of arrogance, pressed against her small, round nose bridge. Se-jeong tried to pull her head back, but she couldn’t move because her face was caught in his hands.
“Don’t… press it. My nose hurts.”
Ji-hoon, who was about to press his lips against hers while pressing the tip of her nose, flinched and stopped moving. He exhaled his hot breath right in front of her lips.
“What do I do?”
It meant that she shouldn’t blame his high nose bridge, which seemed to have been shaved. Sejeong whispered to him with her face reddened all the way to her ears.
“… Haven’t you seen the movie?”
“What are you talking about all of a sudden?”
“…Just tilt your head, you idiot.”
As Ji-hoon swallowed his dry saliva, his protruding throat moved greatly. Gulp. I thought I could hear him swallowing his saliva. Ji-hoon slowly tilted his chin, and finally, their trembling lips touched.
Sejeong closed her eyes slowly. That was the signal.
Ji-hoon shivered and felt the string of reason he had been holding onto snap. He let out a ragged breath and licked her lower lip, sucking it hard.
“Huh… huff!”
Sejeong was surprised and almost fell, but she had no chance. The innocent Ji hoon was nowhere to be found, who was wiping away the traces of tears as if he was afraid to even touch her.
Ji-hoon, who had his lips touching hers, acted like a traveler who had barely found an oasis just before he died of thirst in the desert. He let out a hot breath, hugged her tightly in his arms, and sucked and swallowed the sweet saliva from Se-jeong’s mouth in a hurry.
His teeth chattered and clashed, but he didn’t care. He slid his thick tongue into Sejeong’s mouth, found her hidden small tongue, and roughly tangled it with her. It seemed as if all reason had disappeared from his mind and he was moving only with instinct.
“Haa, fuck… . Haa… .”
Unable to control his excitement, he swore and put his hand firmly in Sejeong’s hair.
Sejeong felt like all her strength was drained from her body. Every time he sucked her saliva, it felt like red flames were bursting out with a popping sound in her darkened mind. Her legs gave out and she gasped for breath, even though no one had blocked her nose.
“Hmm… hmph!”
Sejeong’s whole body felt hot and her face turned red. The first kiss she had dreamed of was a sweet kiss like cotton candy. It was definitely not one of those animalistic kisses where tongues mingled, saliva was sucked, and the body was forced to heat up.
Ji-hoon was also breathing heavily. The hand that held her tightly, supporting her as her knees gave out, gained strength. Once their lips were together, they would not let go.
Sejeong couldn’t come to her senses at all as Jihoon ruthlessly invaded her mouth and sucked her in greedily. She felt as if she was going to faint at the fact that she was kissing Do Jihoon, who she had never dreamed of, while standing in the hallway.
“Your saliva is delicious. It’s sweet.”
Ji-hoon muttered with a blank expression as his lips parted with difficulty.
“Spit in my mouth.”
“Ha… What the hell are you talking about… . Hmph…”
Her saliva was sucked out again. Sejeong wasn’t the only one who felt like she was going crazy. Jihoon hugged her and gasped, his voice hoarse.
“Your tongue is so soft. I want to bite it and swallow it.”
“Don’t do it!”
“Then suck my tongue. Hard.”
Ji-hoon spat out a muffled voice. Her red lips, chewed and chewed messily, vibrated thinly. The red sun was setting beyond the large window.
The saliva stretched out like a thin thread, and two shadows were cast side by side in the unlit room. Sejeong felt a dizzy excitement for the first time in her life, and her stomach was rumbling. Do Ji-hoon, who was impatient, urged her on.
“Suck my tongue. Quickly.”
“You have to give me a chance… . Sigh… .”
His lips were on hers again. This time, he turned his chin sharply to match the angle and Ji-hoon thrust his tongue into her mouth. When Se-jeong hesitated for a moment, he poked the base of her tongue, causing saliva to spurt out again in her small mouth.
“Ugh… Ugh…”
“Hurry.”
Ji-hoon muttered with a messy pronunciation. Se-jeong’s tongue hesitated and finally touched Ji-hoon’s, sucking it faintly. A husky moan burst from Ji-hoon’s vocal cords. It was then that he began to walk while holding her tightly.
“Hmm… Huh…?”
